Tuesday, March 30, 2010

uncertainty.




and suddenly, I'm doubting myself...

=(

Saturday, March 27, 2010

tagged by mcjust.lol =)


BEAUTIFUL BLOGGER AWARD.?


Wahaa..saya rasa honoured, sungguh. Diberi penghargaan yang sebegitu tinggi untuk menerima award hebat ini. Beautiful tuh, macam salah orang ja..hahaha.
Rasanya ranking blog ini melonjak naek since saya iklan kan servis amah dan buruh hari yang lalu. So, I believe that special thanks should be addressed to Anton Higuan for he has put up a very good impression on our amah image throughout Malaysia as well as Indonesnia.
And not forgetting my followers too, peeps and silent readers.
*Kepada mak dan ayah di kampung, adik-adik, guru-guru saya, terima kasih kerna menyokong karier.... *mengaruttt*


So here are the rules
before the award is finally mine:


1. Thank & link the person who gave you the award.
Thanks to budak bernama mcjust.lol =)


2. Pass this award to bloggers you have just recently discovered and think they are fantastic:
charo
husna
erna
ell chantek
deep



I believe "beautiful" applies to guys too, so here they are:
shahril
syazwan
vidi.vini.vici
anyone.?

3. Contact them on Blogs and let them know they have won the award:
DONE! :D


4. State 7 things about yourself:

-I'm exotic; I could eat peppers and chilies like snacks.
-I'm the double Cs; Cat lovers, very! and Caffeine addicted. *tegar punya.
-I loathe mournful Monday most; that's the center point where fantabulous weekend ends.
-I'm blinding.
-Night crawler, active after 10pm to dawn
-Extreme shopaholic, and hardly saving.
*I admire those who are stingy, really.
-I'm abnormal. I giggle, laugh, cry, weep, yawn and smile at most times..alone.


Finally, here's my award, tadaaa!

*ingatkan elaun extra tadi..haha



SEKIAN.

Friday, March 26, 2010

perlukan amah dengan segera? klik post ini.



Tertekan dengan timbunan pinggan dan cawan di dalam sinki?
Stress dengan pakaian tidak berbasuh?
Bosan melihat carpet rumah berkepam?


Usah bimbang. Kami ada penyelesaian efektif untuk semua masalah anda!


Memperkenalkan amah terbaru kami, Dompok CRV yang didatangkan khas dari Mongolia Utara menerusi MasKargo khusus untuk memerangi semua bebanan anda. Kini tiada lagi kerisauan, hanya senyuman! =)


Profil Amah:

  • Nama asal (Mongolia): Anton Higuain Santosh
  • Nama komersial (Malaysia / Indonesia): Ahmad Higuain
  • Umur: 20 tahun (amah kami muda dan bertenaga)
  • Status: Sudah berkahwin di Mongolia, namun mengisyhtiharkan diri bujang di Malaysia (tidak dibenarkan kahwin sehingga kontrak tamat)
  • Pendidikan: Pernah menumpang kelas pra-tadika AMAN ketika di Kashmir, persekolahan tergendala akibat desakan ekonomi dan rusuhan sebelum menjadi mangsa sindiket human trafficking pada tahun 2008. Amah tidak pernah berputus asa untuk menimba ilmu. (bersemangat waja)
  • Ketinggian: 2 depa kurang dari tiang lampu (1.67m)
  • Berat: 154 pound (awas, kenderaan berat di sebelah kiri)
  • Pengalaman sebagai amah: 2 tahun (termasuk praktikal & ROS)
  • Kebolehan:
  1. Kehebatan dalam mencuci pakaian, pinggan mangkuk, menanggalkan kesan gris pada kolar baju & lengan. (tanpa Vanish / Mr Musle etc)
  2. Keupayaan mengemas, mengemop & mengvacuum dalam satu masa.
  3. Kuasa moto pada kaki & lengan.
  4. Kurang makan namun sentiasa bertenaga.
  5. Tidur hanya waktu malam (selepas 12)
  6. Tahap puncak produktivi ialah sekitar jam 11 pagi - 5 petang.
  7. Tidak mudah diperdaya oleh orang yang tak dikenali (kecurian @ jualan lelong rumah ke rumah dapat diatasi)
  8. Boleh berjenaka (caj extra dikenakan)
  9. Boleh menyanyi (caj extra dikenakan)
  10. Tiada implikasi kesihatan & bebas dari segala penyakit sampingan.
  • Sifat-sifat terpuji:
  1. Merendah diri
  2. Menyayangi segala bentuk kemudahan awam (tidak vandalism)
  3. Menghormati tuan rumah (dan isteri tuan rumah)
  4. Pendek tangan (amah kami tidak mencuri)
  5. Tidak mudah berputus asa (sentiasa mencuba)


Bayaran harga akan dirunding setelah mereka yang berminat menelefon dan membuat appointment di no ini: +17775674322

Email kami untuk sebarang pertanyaan di: amahberkualiti_11@g.mail.com


Amah terbaek pilihan kami, anda bagaimana?



p/s: kami juga mengendalikan servis buruh kasar (terhad) seperti ini:


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

of the guys.

Wednesday updates;

24 march 2010; 10.05am
-nothing's up. all are crashing down. all as in ALL. *sigh
-is gaining weight, very.
-currently working on assignments. ok skip!
-craving for pizza. sangatttt! *see, food lagy.
-horizontally challenged. mentally.? oh YES!
-longing for some outing, day out, half-day break or of any sort. Life is choking enough..ergh.

and

here's the wishlist of the week, tadaa!

-last night you made me mad I wish I could just slap slap slap you thrice on face! pfft.
-want to cut out fats. sangat.sangat.sangat! ada sapa nak.?
-wish I could be there right in front of you
-proper time management. oh I really need this!
-wishing the worst for you and YOU! heh.
-want love-charming-spell and happy-magic-chants so that I could turn every single sorrow faces in this world into this; =)
I want people all around me to be happy, really.


Macam ini:




Tapi bukan itu:




tips.kecantikan.hari.ini:
wanna be HAWT? easy; wear a full black clothes to class.
I've learnt the lesson >.<"



ttfn, good day people :D

-

Friday, March 19, 2010

it's time.

Friday has came and I'll be leaving home so soon.
Oh why-the-heck am I still feeling reluctant even I've had a splendid 3 weeks of holidays?
Yeah I shouldn't but right now I just couldn't to.
Leaving home will mean I gotta be ready for torture and punishment days cause I paid no attention to tasks and assignments I hardly finished none. Read my lips, people. N-O-N-E.
Haha! Also gotta start saving again after spending so lavishly last weekend I was nearly declared myself broke. huahh.
and it's about time.
time for me to finally jump back down to my reality world that no fun will exist for sure. how I hate it, you can tell from my words I'm sure but that's the sickness of being real - you gotta face it.


undo my yesterday please, would you? *sad face

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Let's go ROUND, ROUND, ROUND!
Oh oh oh ohh!





Mood: gian mahu meloncat-loncat sambil melalak-lalak.


Monday, March 15, 2010

the dots.


...........


The-dots for nako abdullah is never means more than an effing boredom.
and this is what I loathe most.
I'm not burning myself, still.
Flames that alighted in ashes once upon ago is now sparked my will out.
and here I am again and again trying hard to find little twigs and pebbles to start over, but often I tumble and lost everything I've found.
Shaking faith always keeps me wondering
that I'm going to go nowhere but fall.
Falling deep under my own jet black nightmares that I'll never reach to see sunshine again.
I need to hold on tight but just didn't know where and who to.
and even if I found one, deep down, something there is still missing.
missing and I feel incomplete to move on.


..........

hi.

hye up!
too much to say yet toooooo lazy to spill them out into words.
forgive me. ouh I'm a lazy fat cat. rawr.

i miss them already. sobs.
girls we had a whole bunch of fun last weekend.
now that we are back to our normal life, i gonna miss the memories we had so badly i could cry my heart out.
:(




Tuesday, March 9, 2010

:(

penat.
penat.
penat.
sangat penat...


10.30pm. Kertas exam masih banyak belum bertanda.
Esok Rabu. Portfolio masih belum lengkap.


:'(

Monday, March 8, 2010

letter to a friend.


Dear love,

I'm writing this to let you know how I hope you will get better soon.
I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you right when you needed me but you know I'm always there for you, aren't you? :)
Shhh..it's okay.
Cry sweetie cry.
Pour your tears out.
Spill your pain away.
No worries everything's going to be alright.
Everything's going to be just right...
Have no regret in your life, love
Things happen for reasons
Yes your world crumbles into pieces
But that's what make you stronger inside.


*Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with. Darl you are one. Sometimes someday you'll find the right person I assure. Just stop looking for it, let love find you. At times people don't see what they need to see when they start searching. So stop looking around and let it all comes to you :)

Thursday, March 4, 2010

tersepit I



Sape yang baca paper hari ni mesti familiar dengan gambar di atas..hahah. Mula2 aku tengok ingatkan budak tu kene public canning ke ape, rupanya kaki dia tersepit di celah2 jeriji longkang akibat asyik sangat membaca buku time pulang dari sekolah. See, membaca pun kadang2 boleh beri impak burok, apetah lagi stadi ;p *tiada kena mengena*
Kejadian macam ni pernah jadi kat maktab aku, tahun 2010. Time tu pagi semua orang bergerak nak gi kelas. Cina, India, Melayu semua jalan berlenggang2. Melayu biasa la lambat sket so tak ramai time tu. Aku ngan Una jalan melepasi blok F, dah nampak ade amoi cina duduk atas jalan raya kat selekoh nak gi rumah Pengetua.

"Nako, asal cine tu duduk tepi jalan? Penat berjalan ke?"
"Ahah, ntahnye. Fail jatuh kot. Dah tu tak reti nak bangun2 plak.."

Aku ngan Una ingat dia buang tebiat pagi2, rupanya kaki die termasuk lam jeriji longkang sampai ke paras atas betis. Disebabkan kaki dia agak montel so memang lebam teruk la betis dia tu, kulit melelas macam kena kikis..hohoh. Sakit je aku tengok. So aku ngan Una tolong la tarik. Memang la sakit tapi tahan la sikit, kalau tak macam mana nak klua kan dari benda alah tu kan. Usaha kami gagal sebab dia meraung2 sakit. haiya. Orang makin ramai datng tengok. Tak lama lepas tu ade kakak JPP datang, dia ni ganas sikit. Manyampah ngan cina tu asyik melolong gamaknya dia marah soh amoi tu diam sambil tarik kaki budak tu keluar. Berjaya! Kebetulan Pengarah lalu nak pegi kerja so dia brenti nak tengok sape yang buat mogok pagi2 lagi. Nasib baek Pengarah yang brenti, boleh naek kereta free gi klinik. Try kalu traktor biru tu yang sampai dulu, mau amoi tu naek traktor pagi2..haha.

So aku and Una blah la pastu, fers period Mr Earnest. Sampai kat klas dorang tanya apa jadi ramai2 berkumpul tepi jalan. Dah nampak cam sambutan 1Malaysia dah dorang cakap..

Budak tu asyik sangat bersembang sambil baca majalah, natijahnya kaki masuk longkang. Haa, len kali time berjalan mata tengok lah ke depan, ok? Ni baru baca buku dah tersepit lam longkang. Agak2 kalau baca playboy sambil jalan apa jadi.? hahaha


p/s: Anda mungkin menggemari ini: klik

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

i learn from them.

3rd DAY of SBE.

No update for yesterday, nothing much really; I observed 3 Cemerlang and 6 Ekonomi students and invigilated Form 4 addmath exam. Monday was pretty boring, all watching and listening to what teachers taught, jotted down field notes. Exactly at 1.20pm, I went home. But today is something. I didn't have any plan on what to do for the whole Tuesday until I came to school at 7.15am. So I waited for staffroom to be opened, wandering around taking pictures of classrooms where students were bugging to be snapped too and went back to staffroom. Feeling today is going to be another boring day, I brought along my laptop. Well facebook could diminish my boredom - at least ;p

3 practical teachers from UPSI become my friends today. Not that I didn't bother senior teachers here but you see, I practically need
someone who are more or less around my age, so that I could easily walking around to get to know school building, have brunch and plan what to do together. For the fers time in my SBE history I went to teacher cafetaria to eat; sounded pathetic but yeah, true indeed..hahaha. Before this tade geng ;p Thanks to Kak Yati, Kak Jihah and Kak Laila for including me wherever they go :) I feel no longer like an alien.

The best part is that today have to invigi
late another f4 class, English paper -- Sains Pertanian Class and took care another relief class of 3 Budiman. Invigilating wasn't that hard, just asked them to send the papers early & gave them an early break; they would be happily leaving the class ;p

The 3 Budiman inhabitants were a real tough thing to deal with; the last class of f3. I planned to play game with them, wanting to have a role play but it turned out to be I was the only one who dumbly acting in front of them. They never listen; not to any teachers and hardly seated. All
they would do is running around, kicking each other legs while the girls formed their own group; gossiping. The fers 15mins I was struggling to make them seat, screaming my voice out and another 15mins to make them shut their mouths up but to no avail. >.<"

The boys are the ones who topped school's discipline's list, so you could imagine how they behave.
They dislike books, they fear English and they hate learning. But if you could tackle those who lead the class, the problematic students; they will make the others listen to you. Glad I managed to tame Anas, the class gangster-star ;p He's cool; if his friends failed to listen to me, he would go kick the girls and punch if it is a boy. And walla, it did work. Everyone listened to me; with the help of Anas :)) My role play thing; of course it didn't work out. They are all too shy to act out so I didn't want to force them. Almost gave up to teach, suddenly four of them came to me and said, "Cikgu, kami reti shuffle." while the other said, "Cikgu jom ah shuffle, tak boh blajo arini." Without waiting for my permission they straight away went in front and started to shuffle. The rest cheered as if that was the only thing they are interested in and I was like, wow! Totally amazed! They are real good, talented! I found out that four of them are part time shuffler; they took part in every shuffle competition in Terengganu district and even won the second place in previous year competition! Seriously I was surprised! I gave them treat for their little show; although were just 4 bottles of 100 Plus from kooperasi, they did happy, what more me. Before I left to staffroom, they asked me, "Cikgu nati Sabtu ni mari la Mayang Village. Ade shuffle competition, sek ni masok cikgu. Cikgu ade baru sedak sket." Definitely I'll be coming :) So I gave my phone number, asked them to text me the date and time. Then I walked to my table, smiling to myself without I even realized. It might seem so micro that people can't even see how special they are. I made a mistake by judging how naughty they behave without realizing their hidden talents. These kind of kids, they might hate learning but don't you ever label them as silly or dimwits who you have to spank them hard to read. They are more than you ever expected. Never give up on them cause they will always show you the way if you are willing to gamble on some patience. Anas, thanks for the assist :))

1.27pm: Waiting for KO-KO meeting at 2pm; I join police cadet, my only fav uniform body ever since I was 13

^^Walaupun saya tiada berpakaian uniform, kepakaran saya terserlah ketika membuat air oren ;)


Selasa adalah hari yang paling memenatkan; 2jam kawad kaki >.<"

Monday, March 1, 2010