Did your daughter keep yelling to the drywall she said she don't bother to do the counting over and over that it made you both nagged? Well the truth is, she lied. Less than 68hours from now she knows she'll be waking up to see the other side of world; miles away from where she woke up to see the birdies fly away today, miles away from you two the persons she'll be most missed. She said she's afraid. Cause she believes that countdown isn't always come with excitement, this time, it hurts.
She knows that time ticking off way too fast the world's being so unfair. She's afraid. Late at night when everybody's sleeping she'd wake up just to see the light crept in through her room inside the darkness. She would miss the spinning fan above her lying head and the pillow she cuddled in. She stared at her sista, sleeping soo soundly as if she wishes she would never disappear on the next morning. But then she fell asleep, and the next day she would be totally freaked out as the day's getting shorter than ever, lesser and lesser. She sighed and lazily dragged herself to hit her morning shower.
2 days ago she went rebellious and refused to do the prepping. She made fuses after one another and wanted new mp3. Dad got her one. Oh how trouble she is, this kid. She didn't really meant it she was just fighting with her own crumbled emotions, that she-is-soo-not-ready-to-go kind of game. She was sorry and truly guilty, she would leave the mp3 to her sista. Mom's nags after nags finally worked out, but only 38hours after her estrogen swirls. She finally packed up, with a little heart inside.
Last night she was kidnapped for a farewell dinner by Cenna's family and relatives. She already knew that some couldn't make it to KLIA due to some inevitable business and that doesn't matter really but this little yet meaningful fare-ya-well outing.? Awhh, she was touched. :") Indeed. Everybody's being nice to her, that what makes parting even harder. Again, she fears she couldn't hold back her tears any longer.
Your daughter is afraid for she's fragile and easily gives things up. At times she's weakling brat and wishes upon only what ifs. She never made this far, it's tough, but she swears she'll make it through, though if it's bits by bits. She told me how she hates October to come and the world to spin. But deep down she knows how much she wanted this it has been her dream, for ages. Pursuing dreams for better future needs a little sacrifice, no? and parting is just an ounce out of everything :')
Mom & Dad, I know I'll make this through. 3years and 7hours difference aren't the barriers. Thanks for everything, I'll treasure my every moment with lovess. ILYSM! <3>
Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar, dari sesi masak pagi, kemas rumah tengah hari, petang hidang lauk, malam solat hajat dan doa selamat sampai la semua bersurai. Penat jangan cakap la saya angkat sofa naik tingkat atas (rumaa kecik jaa), basuh pinggan tapi semua lelah hilang bila dorang yang datang makan kenyang sengih-sengih semua.
This time majlis ni kami buat sniri, I mean masak semua sniri cause ramai yang mahu sponsor :) Ikot plan mau catering ja senang tak payah penat2 kacau kawah bole goyang kaki hee tapi jiran-jiran and relative semua turun padang tolong kami sekeluarga. Terima kasih sangattttt! ;DD
Petang saya dah habis petrol (energy) then escaped sama sista pegi cc online sana jap. Recharging. LOL. Teruk kan? Rumah sangat crowded with people coming in and out apatah lagi jika saya mau online. Bha saya mau print itu enrolment cert sama timetable lecture ja bukan saja-saja mau lari ;p (tapi lekat almost an hour juga la sana haha!)
5pm-6.30pm ialah waktu puncak kesesakan sebab semua balik kerja and terus datang rumah. Saya pula kena babysitted budak nama Haziq (adik bongsu Cenna) sebab Umi dia mau makan. Sambil dukung itu budak saya nampak sorang aunty ni, bawak roti di tangan dia, pakai baju batik. Macam cikgu. Lama tinguk oh rupanya itu Alya bwahaha! Cikgu Alya ;p
Thanks for coming ah sayang? Damn dia sudah pack while saya masih diawang-awangan. Nanti lepas ni okayy kan saya suda promise mau pack bila majlis selesai, no Mom? hee. Jam 7.30pm saya mandikan 2 anak toyol, Cenna and her big bro, Amer. Imagine bila deal with anak toyol, mana la mau terurus kan? *sigh. Dorang mandi saya yang basah =.="
Malam lepas Isyak abah jemput orang dari masjid datang solat hajat dirumah. Ramai juga la yang datang saya cuma usha-usha camtu ja dari upstairs. Bila semua selesai and orang masjid suda mau pulang, uncles, aunties and cuzzies take turn dating saya ;) Ini part paling best sebab dating dapat moneyy hihi. Mulanya teda la sedih mana cause my beloved cuzzies sangat pandai crack jokes. Namun bila uncles aunties peluk cium kasi wish semua, bha, moved jua la jiwa ni. haha. Terharu ouh mereka sangat supportive and Cenna pula asyik minta saya bawa dia :")) I wish I could my dear cuppy cake sweethart devil angel :S Then bila semua pulang and Mom datang pada saya cakap, "Tengok tuu, semua datang kasi support nak tengok Nurul blajar elok2.." bhaaa, sedih jua la. Naik upstairs sorok2 air mata hahaha. Terharu sangaattttt. They put high hopes on me and why should I let them down kan? :") Thanks mak, thanks abah, thanks uncles, thanks aunties, thanks cuzzies and thanks semua sahabat InsyaAllah, berkat doa dan harapan kalian saya akan berusaha untuk berjaya! :)
The other day saya bising-bising di FB pasal mau makan pancakes kan? Nah, frust punya pasal tadi malam shopping groceries saya beli terus pancake flour along with its dressings (butter & syrup) *drools. Dah la botol syrup bapak besar, nak makan bukan nya 3X sehari once in a while je kott. So sapa yang rasa mau makan pancakes before October come breakkie over at my house okayy? :))
See the One-Step flour? tad easy haha
Before shopping groceries, sistas and I balun triple cheeseburgers at mcD giant, topped up with some roasted coffee (fave) and online while makan-makan. Devil sista went back home from college today cause she got an interview the day after (balik lambat resume & forms suroh saya buat >.<")
Go Barca, Go Messi! XD
Glad that finally our enrolment issue settled. Alhamdulillah, thanks En. Zul for your email we've dying for that one before raya and semua macam ngeng dah semalam haha. One down, comes eMR. The one yang saya bikin special entry few days ago; drama telenovela (memang berjela-jela guidelines dia. hmmph) Itu pun saya considered done pasal lepas try & error click click status modules and assessment changed to ENTERED, Pending Approval from Approved. LOL
Siamang mana ni? bwahaha
p/s: Izzul Iqbal saved his email's name as Bruce Matthews (pergh sikit macam mat saleh 17kaki punya nama daa) and I never knew that was actually him, thought some random UK people from Uni. Until today when he sent me his details it's been revealed. And I think that exactly answers why En. Zul didn't reply his visa email weeks ago he must have thought that as a spam. bwahaha. (I did too! LOL)
Less than a fortnight, I might not be waking up seeing my sister's snoozing next to me, might not be able to breathe my mom's best coffee early the morning, might not be able to cuddle and lull my Cenna to sleep. Less than a fortnight, everything's just shall be, NEW.
Time flies so fast I couldn't even breathe a moment. What more to capture one. Friends are leaving for uni and cousins are off for study. They are mucho much missed oh I don't know when we gonna meet up again. Sent Kema to bus station tonight she gotta run back to Skudai and yesterday sweet cuzzy to Penang. The day before devil sista to college. Like birdies leaving their nests in summer, guess now I know how the lonely motha bird feels seeing chirpies flying away.
It's soon. I found it too soon. Packing (still) undone with shopping more to come. With this lil time ticking off how I wish I shan't be bothered by things to buy and what not to carry cause things are way much different from what they seem back then. Used to long for Madame Tussauds in London and dancing Guinguette next to Eiffel but they are never the best as being home. It's where the heart belongs.
1 to 10, 3 is my packing progression. I keep thinking it's never too late to wait for another last week cause procrastination has been always the bestie and reluctance clings I just can't help it. Bought myself some stationaries hope they'll get me some coventry-might-work-as-second-home mood. >.<
Entry ni just for uni stuff harap maaf ya kalau sedari sedara tak paham. hihi
Merujuk kepada nota saudari Nabilah, (sila scroll down ini hanya contoh bagi yang mereka belum tengok/tatap/jeling ini nota) "Dear Ms Mhd Fauzi
EVISION MODULE REGISTRATION (eMR)
The online eVision Module Registration form for 2010/11 is available from 20th September via my.warwick (unless your academic department has requested a different opening date). Unless otherwise informed, all students studying taught courses at the University in 2010/11 should complete Autumn Term module registration requirements by 22nd October 2010 using the eVision online form. ).
blah.blah.blah in between.
**Please do not reply to this automatically generated email message but if you have any query please use the email address or forum, details of which can be found in the Module Registration instructions accessible via the eMR webpage.**
HAA PANJANG MACAM CILAKEE KAN? SIKIT PUNYA TERBELIAK MAU BACA SEMUA. hmmph. haha IJK ;DD
So sini saya kasi simplify kan, cut the story short omputih katee. Tok saya panggil rumuskan cerita.
*mood serius dahi kerot-kerot*
Al-kisah start term baru ni Warwick Uni dah perkenalkan modul registration system baruu, nama diberi EVISION MODULE REGISTRATION (eMR) *ceh sikit punya macam PMR laa* Lebih efisyen, excellent dan brilliant kata mereka. Semua budak yang akan belajar kat Worik WAJIB go through bendalah ni, mandatory kecuali untuk WARWICK BUSINESS SCHOOL, WARWICK MEDICAL SCHOOL AND WARWICK MANUFACTURING GROUP STUDENTS, AND SCHOOL OF ENGINEERING UNDERGRADUATE STUDENTS. So kalo rase diri amik TESL tu sila-sila la sambung baca ye. Tak mau baca pon boley nanti ada yang tanya, saya kasi kaki sebijik. tehee ;DD
eMR ni membolehkan kau, aku dan kita semua; (a) select option modules (including credit (CATS) weights) that you need to choose in your current year of study and ensure that you have submitted your final module selection;
(b) select module assessment methods (in instances where a module offers you a choice of methods).
**okay modules ape aku kurang paham so PM la kepada yang pakar wokey?**
1.BILA eMR NI START? -Ianya secara online bermula September, 20th, 2010 (menerusi my.warwick)
2.SUSPEK YANG TERLIBAT? -Semua bakal dan penuntut Worik Uni kecuali ... (seperti yang tertera diatas penat tahuu mau ulang suara banyak kali) :OO 3.APA YANG HARUS DIBUAT? -Suspek terlibat mestilah mengisi penuh Autumn Term module registration requirements sebelum tarikh tutup. MANDATORY. **hukum gantung kalo tak isi wooh** 4. TEMPOH eMR: -Start 20/09/2010 until 22/10/2010 **tulis atas dahi.hehe** 5. SYARAT KELAYAKAN UNTUK eMR -Of course la kena enrol dulu weh. No enrolment no bisnes! >.<
6. SAYA BUDAK BARU BELAJAR TOLONG AJAR SAYA MACAM MANA NAK BUAT.?
-Haa gini caranye. Bukak mata bulat-bulat, nganga luas-luas :)
a) Mesti ada IT Service account dulu. Ala yang lepas enrolment awak daftar tuu.
e.g: LOGIN NAME: elukah / elukay / elukai etc
PASSWORD: ******** (sniri punya laa)
b) Settled (a) sedare sedari boley proceed to my.warwick. Click sini: https://my.warwick.ac.uk/osis/home.htm
c) Isi username & password and proceed. Then sedare sedari akan jumpa my.warwick MY HOMEPAGE. Toleh kepale 45 darjah ke sebelah kiri, anda akan lihat;
-My Student Records
Kalau tak nampak juga haa tak lame la tuu ;p
d) Pilih "My Students Records" ---> "My Data" ---> "Module Registration" and nanti akan ketemu dengan Module Registration Introduction page.
7. SAYA BUDAK BARU BELAJAR APA JADI KALAU SAYA TAK TAHU / TAK RETI / TERSALAH ISI?
- Haaa itu kicik punya masalah saja la der. Dia dah bagi panduan camne nak guna bendalah ni :) link: http://www2.warwick.ac.uk/services/academicoffice/examinations/emr/helppage/
8. RUMUSAN: - Pendek kata, eMR ni mesti kena settle before 22/10/2010 ye cik abang cik kakak semua. Jangan nanti cakap tak tahu pulak saya kasi penumbuk sebijik (nak dua pun bolee). Ni dah habes simplify dah ni, BM lagi. Lau tak paham bahasa melayu help yourself sila translate pegi Jerman sniri bwahaha.
ITU PERIHAL eMR, NOW PERIHAL MACAM MANA NAK CHECK EMAIL GUNA ACCOUNT WORIK YANG DIA KASI MASA ENROL.
Nanti masa enrol dia kasi uni central email address: N.N.Abdullah@warwick.ac.uk or M.S.Adenan@warwick.ac.uk **sikit punya ugleyy la email tuh kan =.=
Well itu email temporary uni bagi. What you guys hafta do is to change it to firstname.lastname@example.org or email@example.com atau yang sewaktu dengannya.
1. SO HOW? - Still in my.warwick account, pilih "My Tools" --> "My Emails" and you'll see: Your email login (Windows Live ID) is: firstname.lastname@example.org Usercode is a 6 letter code provided to you when you first started at the university.
Jadinya, sedare sedari kena delete nama sedare sedari di temporary email and taruk username yang IT Service bagi. e.g: N.N.Abdullah@warwick.ac.uk = email@example.com M.S.Adenan@warwick.ac.uk = firstname.lastname@example.org
Kalau mahu check emails pula just login saja guna IT Service username and password. tehee, easy peasy kan? LOL
(saya struggled 30mins untuk bendalaaah ni saja kott. Thanks to Vee Vien & Lala kasi tolong ^^ )
ADA PAHAM? TAK PAHAM SILA LA BUAT-BUAT PAHAM. hahah
Anything bola tanya saya, lala atau sesiapa saja. Charge bayaran tak mahal ponn, 5pounds per question sajaa *winkwink*
YANG PENTING SETTLE KAN ENROLMENT ANDA & REPLY EMAILS KEPADA SAYA.
I wonder kenapa la now days ramai sangat kin saya annoyed. Padahal baru lepas raya. hish.
Lusa dating with dentist =.=
Esok raya 6, mahu lawat pusara arwah adik lagy :">
23/10/2010 ni (Khamis depan) parents buat makan-makan & solat hajat before departure. Sorry I know timing slack sikit cause clash with cousins yang mau pegi Russia & UK. Since saya fly paling last so saya kasi can dorang buat majlis dulu. Jemput datang ah ramai-ramai? :)
Dah 4 hari makan non stop tehee sumpah kembang dah ni. Open house everywhere, raya rumah relatives & kawan sekolah rendah waahh superbest! ;D Now dah nak masuk hari ke 5 raya, big sis, abang ipar & nephew dah balik perak beraya sana. Cousins pula ada yang stay sampai tomorrow before balik negeri masing-masing so malam ni kira last night la spend sama-sama bergossip. Heyhoo BBQ raya malam ni! Can't wait! :))
Bila ingat raya saya senyum lebar, manis, tapi October.? haish. Itu kin mengeluh, malas. Berapa banyak hari lagy dirumah saya tak pernah ambil tahu tapi ada la ternampak status-status kiraan hari sebelum berlepas jauh; 17 more days.? Plus minus weekends ada la dalam 2 weeks lagy. And progress packing saya is zero over hundred. Awesome. Mak abah pula dah decide decide tarikh nak buat solat hajat & majlis kesyukuran. Seriously saya tak akan rasa excited mahu pergi jika saya tak sempat nak jumpa semua kawan-kawan karib di KB :((
Oh btw sudah enrol & submit photo, tad easy hihi.
Okay perot kenyang now mengantuk la pulak.
Byee nak pergi marinate ayam (BBQ malam ni) and then forty winks! ;)
Ini raya 1st dirumah mak sedaree ;D
Iman (nephew) raya 1st petang <3
Itu devil sista, 2nd raya LOL
Cenna and family ;DD
Budak ini suka make ups >.<"
p/s: dear Ana Azman, take care and safe journey shall see you in the UK!
Yesterday when writing the prev Rootes post, I missed a thing; being grateful with what I've got. Yeah I was among the earliest who got to know that Rootes is what I've been offered, and seriously it was disappointing (couldn't help but to think it over) but guess I'm lucky enough to be offered one, ain't it? :")
Told this to one of my friends hoping he'll cheer me up to stay off campus but it struck me over when he said, "You go there to study so it shouldn't be the matter to be frustrated over" and somehow I knew I've diverged from my main intention of studying, that me keeps on thinking bout travelling X( Thanks birthday boy I know you were just kidding around but that was what I needed the most ;) Nearly drown but you brought me back into reality.
There goes my Rootes. I know most of us are upset cause it's Rootes that matters but the happiest person doesn't get the best of everything but she makes the best out of everything she has ;DDWhatever you choose where ever you decide to stay with, think of your main priority above any other :)
Nah done with accomodation thingy lets get real it's raya sooonn! RAYA OK? Tipu lah tak excited saya tunggu raya much moree than getting to be there kot! Sunggoh tok nawok sikik abok eh :D Ahh raya is everything, UK falls the 2nd.
House needs cleaning soon (so gonna need a Niles!) and more cookies to be baked. tehee too bad this buduh blogspot kept snapping I couldn't upload pixels for some peeping. Later lah ok? Hence and therefore, SHRMZB bloggers and comrades sorry my apology for all my wrong doings, mistakes, harsh words and silly jokes I know I annoyed people much all this while, my badddd :(
For those who're soo happened to be in Kay Tee this Eid, do come at my house (24/7 everyday open LOL) here's the address:
Aye knowing that Warwick uni offered me Rootes hall it feels like falling sick again. Crestfallen and casted down I could remember it was my only 4th choice. 4th choice
tahuuu! tsk tskk.
Ain't a bright luck there, some got Tocil while some are still in pain of waiting. (sumpah berdebar macam nak tau result SPM bila nak view offer!)
Worthless thumping tho. like duhh! =.="
aaaaaaaaaa kecewaaaaaaaaaaaa. sungguh kecewaaaaaaaaa! why Rootes why Rootes why it hafta be Rootes for god sake I'd never expect that. Not even close. Thought the first 3 choices are the most considerable.? :"( Surprising very and now am soo thwarted and foiled. Like a squeezed ugleyy sponge. Don't think I gonna fancy noisiness, weekly fire drill and extreme parties, doubt that. I doubt that.
Some who whammed the jackpots right under their noses:
Azil - Tocil
Nancy - Tocil
Baby - Tocil
Mike - Tocil
Ch'ng - Tocil
and more too come.
Some who missed the bullets in fair strikes:
saya - Rootes
Sarah - Rootes
Dayah - Rootes
Tinie - Rootes
Erna - Rootes
Eind - Rootes
While guys can easily opt for off-campus. They're guys anyway.
There's blessing in disguise then.? Fair enough, the soo called blessing in disguise. Well I'll keep believing that, at least for now me thinks getting new foreign friends, sharing kitchen and get to know party freak girl-next-door would be somehow kinda comforting. sorta.
Sorry couldn't write much it's disappointing still. X( Guess I'll be considering off campus.?
Those who're waiting, fingers crossed for uni halls but Rootes.
notakaki: now that I know it's Rootes, reluctance creeps I'm not ready to leave.
"Kerajaan Malaysia dituduh menghina lagu kebangsaan Indonesia, menceroboh sempadan, menghakmilikkan budaya Indonesia dan tidak menjaga kebajikan serta keselamatan pekerja Indonesia" - BT, September 2nd, 2010
These bunch of blockheads, they'll never learn, will they? Or at least to understand what's more important between getting paid as low as MYR 15 per head and taking a step back for not making things becoming worst. If money is all that matters, will that defines why these dimwits would opt to fired up Jalur Gemilang, hurled rotten eggs and salted fish into our embassy in Jakarta? Or are they hating us that much they can't bear to see Malaysians in their country?
They haven't been taught on how to be grateful to people, how to appreciate one another I must say. When people don't have knowledge and getting zero educational background they'll end up doing such craps; licking all rubbish thrown by the third party who seeks advantages in between. Ahh dirty political propaganda & lamebrains' stupidity, what a perfect palette for a country. Duhh.
In case you don't know or having a thought that trying to understand our country is somehow bothersome, FYI here in Malaysia we do have protection to your workers as in SOCSO, Workmen's Compensation and Acts so stop throwing silly tantrums accusing us for not taking a good care of your workers you moron.
"All the efforts poured, and what you had in return was only some spat on your face" - Khairul Anwar
Petang ini hujan! Alhamdullilah hujan rahmat lepas panas kemain lagy tengah hari tadi :)
Now baru nak start bikin kuih raya but try yang simple-simple ja la. Buat banyak pun tak habes membazir jee. Hari ni mula dengan popiah simpul (hahaha paling basic!) then baru la almond london, chip coklat & faveret family, cornflakes madu. Sambil tengok tv sambil simpul popiah, best la jugak. ;DD
Have time been flying that fast these days dang it's September already and I didn't even realized August had just ended (yala kan baru lepas Independence Day semalam punya semalam). Yeah high five missy September and fare-ya-well hunky August; it had been a hummy month, indeed. I learnt a lot, traveled a lot, and spent whole lot =.=" (can't handle money it's flowing like rapid water ergh.)
Raya excitement-ness? Oh well, almost donee preparing everything! tehee. Kebaya, checked! Heels, checked! Brooches, checked! Tudung, check checked! hihi. Waiting for devil sister to come home, and eldest one with beloved nephew then everything would just be purrfect Aidlifitri :) House & furniture everything were taken care of while I was away. It took me by surprise going home seeing new wallpapers, sofas & tables. Like eff we're relocating this fast? LOL. Big bro's engagement is on Oct, so perhaps Dad wanna renew everything before Eid..my last Eid :"(
Raya cards were all already sent! ^^ Except for one lil cute Ana she demanded the singing one, tried to hunt it down but to no avail (they didn't sale them much these days they're kinda out dated T_T) so I opted for glitter A4 sized card with free CD in it. (modern sudaa =.=") Yet, I still think the music one is cuter though. kan?
Shopping before departure? Urm clothing naay not really gonna buy whole bulk of sweaters nor sneakers. Will only get myself the eeny meeny items like specs, contacts, medications, adapters etc, excluded the winter wears. My yellow sweater and polka dot brogue will do wonderss I think, need no new ones. (berjimat cermat itu harus!)
Right now that enrolment thingy is really getting on my nerves. First, effing snailed connection I hafta keep on refresh to see the proceed button (no compromise it's annoying mind you) and secondly, how I wish short forms (abbreviations, acronyms) were never invented by grammarians oh they have HESA, GTTR etc like they're simply made to confuse novice people. So here it is, white flag for filling form tonight, I surrender. Later perhaps.
footnote:are we destined to text only when Eid's coming Azim? haha. Like the prev Eids on 2007 & 2008. It soo happened again today LOL.