: Nobody Bites :

Ehohoho.

2012-01-16T06:19:00.003+08:00

Hai.

Tiba-tiba saya rasa tua.

Bahaa okay tu je nak cakap.

Bye.

Recap 2011 :)

2011-12-31T09:23:00.048+08:00

Cepatnya masa berlalu sedar tak sedar dah genap setahun (lol ayat cliche macam status facebook random) OK rephrase.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah tamat chapter buku setahun. Alhamdulliah :) Antara hajat 2011 yang terpaling terbesarrr berjaya aku penuhi ialah pulang ke Malaysia summer lepas :DD Sungguh sesungguh tak menyesal la balik 3 bulan hari tu. Nikmat makan, spend masa dengan family & kawan amatlah awesomee. Puasa, raya, pasar minggu jangan cakap lah, tu sah-sah the best. The rest, 2011 penuh dengan travel buang duet pegi Amsterdam, Brussel, Jakarta & Bandung :)

Tanpa membuang masa, marilah kita kelih balik agenda yang dah digodek sempena 2011 ni:

365 days of raptures and felicities

January

Separuh bulan diisi dengan cuti winter. Dan homesick yang melampau (bila trace blog entry balik 3/4 pasal homesick heh). So basically takde ape sangat. Of break and classes.

February

Highlight event of the month, MNight 2011.

Team Anggalang Mangunatip 2011. Mereka paling awesomee!

March

Bff Qilah di UK. Went to Ana's in Sheffield & Old Trafford, Oxford serta Warwick Castle :3

April

Cuti Easter di Holland, Brussels & spring tesl BBQ :)

May

Pihak CAL baik hati sponsor Hari Guru 2011 ke Alton Tower yeaaah! Sementara senior 3rd year kerut dahi jawab final exam, kami budak 1st year layan unlimited roller coaster rides satu hari suntuk. Aaah kalau tiap2 tahun macam ni kan best! Harapnye 2012 Peter sponsor pegi Barbados pulak hahah :D

Dan bulan May jugak diakhiri dengan wedding big brotha on 28th May :)

June

Final exam & packing untuk cuti summer (rephrase: balik rumah)

Sorting barang keluar campus sebelum pulang Malaysia adalah pengalaman yang paling menjengkelkan. Penat tarik troli penuh kotak berat bagai. Penat macam nak kentut tapi tak lepas.

July

Akhirnya di Malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! *jerit bagi dengar satu kampong bahaa*

Majlis sambut menantu & bits of pieces berjalan around Ipoh dating etc jumpa kawan :)

Ni time di airport KT masa tunggu flight dari KLIA. Excited gila semua orang tunggu kat balai ketibaan plus plus plus masa tu pakai jumpsuit bawak beg besar rasa macam divaa gilaaa keluar tarik luggage hahahah!

Erna Ramli sila jangan jealous! :3

August

Ramadhan & rayaaaa! Aaaah bestnya pegi bazaar ramadhannn :B

September

Melawat Qilah kat Jakarta & summer holiday + heaven shopping di Bandung. Balik Malaysia terus kena pack untuk UK pulak sebab 29th dah nak depart. Sengkek takde mase nak menikmati brekfes pagi di mamak langsung x__x

Menghabiskan sisa-sisa cuti di Malaysia dengan melepak di mcD hampir setiap malam makan GCB, webcam & karaoke lol

October

Heret bontot balik UK untuk 2nd year -_-' Duka lara tinggal Malaysia terubat sebab rumah cantik & amatlah comfyy :)

November

Raya Haji di perantauan (macam biasa hmmph), trolling di Cardiff & Bristol :3 Terima kasih daun keladi untuk housewarming kawan-kawan tesl :*

Cardiff, Wales

Bristol

December

Hibernasi & ternak lemak sepanjang winter . Salahkan musim sejuk sape suroh tak snow sampai skang? heh. Penat tunggu tahuuu? *kunyah biskut jeling tajam*

Uno game sampai 3 jam. Gile record paling lama semenjak mainan ni tercipta.

2011 ialah tahun untuk test skill self - independence, learning new cultures & meeting new circles of friends. Dah 5 tahun skolah asrama pon sampai sini fail homesick jugak duhh. Tapi kalau dinilai ikot aspek self improvement pulak, alhamdulillah banyak yang berjaya dibaiki dari tahun sebelumnya. First off, mestilah skill memasak hahah. Kalau dulu goreng sayur pon tak pernah tak kena pangkah ngan mak, skarang nasi kaler-kaler lauk pauk dah lepas untuk 3 4 perut :) Then, rasanya sebab duduk jauh dari family I tend to appreciate them more. Sayang parents adek bradek makin berganda-ganda kalah sayang sachet oldtown white coffee. Biasalah tu bila jauh mesti rindu :')

Dapat tambah kawan tu satu hal yang best pasal first year di uni. Hidup berkelana (eceh) di International House banyak mengajar tentang culture orang sini esp friday night, events, cleanliness & even cara makan dorang. Tidak dilupakan juga bagaimana adek bongsu aku eksaited aku ade flatmate Korea lalu dia add beliau di fb & berbalas chat dalam bahasa Korea selepas itu hahahah!

Sebanyak upsides sebanyak itulah downsides nya jugaa. So tahun 2011 aku tak lepas dari jadi laghoo kuat tido kuat makan pemalas segala sebab duduk sorang. Takde driving force depan mata nak push buat kerja jadi rajin. And basically rasanya sepanjang 2011 jugak aku dah jadi selfish sikit. Both in terms of spending & social life. Ala - ala introvert sorok muka blakang pokok gitteww lol. Kedekut sebab simpan duet nak beli ticket flight balik Malaysia pastu nak beli souvenier untuk satu KT. Then introvert sebab jarang take part & hang out bersama teman - teman di kala cuti. So kalau 5 minggu cuti Easter, lepas 5 minggu tu barulah nampak muka coursemates tesl yang lain -.-'

Lastly untuk part resolutions sempena tahun baru I'll leave it for another entry sebab tu dah macam masok daerah lain dah tu kang nanti meleret pulak ye dok. Jadi sekian dulu, terima kasih.

31/12/2011

6.05 am

vid call with lil sis

2011-12-19T10:33:00.007+08:00

Hope it wasn't me who turned her into a frickin owl cause last time I checked she was a morning person kind of type. Only after last summer she has sort of changed into one and apparently she's being addictive to late night Running Man and facebook ever since I left for the UK. Well, clearly it wasn't me who being the influence then prolly she's just enjoying her last bits of freedom after her prev exam :)

2 days more before PMR result's out. All the best sis! :)

Maksud bacaan duduk di antara dua sujud :)

2011-12-19T10:23:00.002+08:00

Sedarkah kita betapa BESARNYA makna doa yang kita sering lupakan ini. Itulah doa semasa duduk antara dua sujud.

Dalam tidak sedar. Setiap hari kita memohon didalam solat kita…tetapi sayangnya, kita hanya memohon tanpa memahami. Sekadar menyebut dibibir, tetapi tidak tersentuh di hati, kerana kita gagal memahami maksud bacaan yang kita buat.

Marilah kita mula menghayati maksud doa ketika kita duduk di antara dua sujud semasa solat.

Dengan rendah hati, nyatakanlah permohonan ampun kepada Allah melalui doa ini.
“Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)”

Diam sejenak, hayatilah maksud ini semasa membuat bacaan. Buka dada dan diri kita untuk menerima ampunan dari Allah seperti membuka diri ketika merasakan hembusan angin sepoi-sepoi atau menerima curahan air hujan ketika kita masih kecil.

Tetaplah membuka diri kita untuk menerima ampunan Allah. Ulangi permintaan itu beberapa kali hingga kita merasakan ketenangan.

Kemudian sampaikanlah permintaan kedua,

“Warhamni (sayangi aku)”

Diam dan tundukkanlah diri kita untuk menerima kasih-sayang Allah yang tak terhitung besarnya.

Bukalah dada kita seluas-luasnya agar semakin banyak kasih-sayang Allah yang kita terima. Ulanglah beberapa kali hingga kita merasa cukup.

Kemudian, berturut-turut sampaikanlah permintaan-permintaan berikut dengan cara sebagaimana tersebut di atas, satu persatu.

“Wajburnii (tutuplah aib-aibku)”
“Warfa’nii (angkatlah darjatku)”
“Warzuqnii (berilah aku rezeki)”
“Wahdinii (berilah aku petunjuk)”
“Wa’Aafinii (sihatkan aku)”
“Wa’fuannii (maafkan aku)”
Setelah selesai, diamlah sejenak, kemudian lahirkan rasa syukur kita kepada Robbi.

Lihatlah, betapa besarnya maksud dan nilai doa ini. Ia adalah satu doa yang kita hanya baca begitu saja (tanpa memahami maksudnya). Dalam tidak kita sedar selama ini, kita sebenarnya seperti sedang berpura-pura memohon sesuatu.

Kerana kita memohon, tapi tidak memahami apa yang dipohon.

Sekian, renung-renungkan dan sampaikan.

Sebaik-baik manusia ialah orang yang dapat memberi manfaat kepada orang lain. (Hadis riwayat Al-Qudsi)

Source: http://wiriddandoa.blogspot.com/2010/11/rahsia-disebalik-doa-duduk-antara-2.html

Hello to frosty winter!

2011-12-03T08:51:00.003+08:00

Little did I notice how December seems to be drawing in faster than ever. Cause last time I checked, I was in the midst of week 7 busy trolling around in Cardiff and Bristol with the girls.

With chilly winter and frosty flakes are starting to appear today, it means we are no further from ho-ho-ho-holiday. Sounds delusional yet soo true it's already the end of the week 9 and comes another Friday, I'm done for the Term 1 Year 2 yeays! :D

Talk about time. Funny when it moves uh? :)

But in the meantime I don't quite have the weekend all for myself. Movies, late chats and board games hafta put on hold to make way for 3 assignments which are patiently in the due queue. Fortunately Harry was being benevolent enough to give us a rain check on the dateline for LCP, at least I just hafta work my arse on one essay for the entire weekend. Once it'll be handed in to Maureen this Thurs (no intention for early submission lol), I shall have my veritable so called winter break! :3

And oh, I'm running out of my coffees stock for now, particularly mild. Though I don't quite see an eye to eye with Britain's nescafe (yet), I think I gotta start searching for spare opts soon. Yknow, just in case. Cause I sure gonna need more for winter.

Eid Adha in Coventry

2011-11-08T05:54:00.014+08:00

Thanks to reading week, we sure gonna have a week full with raya celebration this year! LOL

Family photo for Eid Adha 1433

Off to UMNO & MCS open house at Abang Fuad's.

Yessss suasana macam raya kat Malaysia :)

Gambar kontroversi buat Rinie ;P

Happy Eid Adha from us Coventry people! xx

Day 2: 92 Gerard Avenue Housewarming

Them seniors :)

Awesome hosts (and cooks!)

Those who came xx

Then off to Freeburn Causeway :)

Salam perantauan hari raya korban lol

tetamu pertama kami di 113 Broomfield Field for raya :3

Thanks 92 Gerard Avenue people! *kisses*

Nak balik rayaa T___T

2011-11-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

Baru lepas video call dengan family.

Mak tadi buat kuah kacang dengan ketupat.

Abah kata besok semua pegi sembahyang raya jam 8.

Pastu tadi dengar takbir raya dari tv kat rumah.

Aaaah emonya. NAK BALIK RAYA NGAN DORANGGG! :'(

Salam Aidiladha xx

hari ini hari ahad.

2011-10-24T03:08:00.002+08:00

1st attempt buat soto kat cov :) Alhamdullilah boleh la makan takde cirit semua lol.

menyesal tak bawak rempah soto banyak-banyak last sept tssk.

rindu nak makan soto mak buat! :(

When it's too stiff to even inhale.

2011-10-22T06:38:00.009+08:00

syntax and semantics are two things besides technology that complicate my frickin life.

It's the end of the Week 3 and it feels as if all walls are slowly closing in on me now. The changing weather, the packed uni life and even the weary body itself - everything seems to be bogging me further and further down sobss.

God how I loathe when it comes to friday. Tutorial starts as early as 9 and only finishes after 5. And with freezin winter coming in our way in weeks, all I could wish for atm is just the bloody motivated spirits to keep me going with every single stuff. But with this bit ounce of willpower left this energy is really unusually slow in pace I might end up squandering my ass round and round and roundddd in endless productivity suffer big time...

Or perhaps a break from my cycled routine would help easing things out.? Hm.

week 2 year 2

2011-10-11T07:12:00.006+08:00

I was just about to scribble some words in here when I actually didn't have any idea what to doodle about.

So later perhaps.? lol

Great day everyone! x

Lovin the season! tho it's apparently has been winter cold weather than the lovely autumn :P

Hello October!

2011-10-01T18:24:00.006+08:00

Starting the first day of the new autumn with apples picking and lazyyyyy morning :)

Lovely weather outside, today's gotta be fun!

New room. New love.

New neighbourhood. New people.

View from the lil garden. and thats Erna's room :D

With apples in the backyard :DD

p/s: Waiting for Anne she'll be dropping by at 1 then shall off to buy pillows and stuffs. Good day everyone! x

Quick updates on Jakarta & Bandung :)

2011-09-26T20:38:00.023+08:00

Day 1:

Bff got lectures in the morning so I had a super looong sleep till 2pm :D Later we went to Tanah Abang for some shopping and really everything there are all dirt cheaaaapp! Bought telekung for Mom, batik & songkok jawa for Dad and big brotha.

The best milky yummah cendol in the world! Serious paling sedap ni.

Rp 7000 sajaa :DD

Bajai and my very first experience it in. I didn't quite really fancy it initially but guess it's way better than riding an angkot in Jakarta.

And the sodding congested traffic, you can't get away from it. T___T

The most expensive coffee in coffee's world history!

Day 2

We left Jakarta as early as 6am for Bandung only to know that our booking was cancelled and we had to wait for another hour before we could board the next coach at 8am. Fortunately the VIP shuttle was soooo cozy and the service was uber splendid we really enjoyed the 3 hours journey! We planned to cover the whole Bandung so Qilah hired a sumpir (driver) for 2 days and as soon as we reached Bandung we straight away went to Tangkuban Parahu in West Java.

Late brunch at Tree House's English restaurant :)

An hour drift up to the mountain and we were finally there. Yeays!

The scenic Kawah Ratu which last erupted in 1983.

Day 3

It took 3 hours per journey up to Kawah Putih so generally our 2nd day in Bandung was all about travelling on roads lol.

For a super awesome breathtaking scenery like this, I don't mind if it takes more than 8 hours of driving really :') Worth itttt!

Sangatt cantik. Subhanallah :)

Due to the strong sulphuric smell and high acidity we tourists were not encouraged to stay more than an hour in here. But really after 20mins in there I almost threw up on our way down down the mountain...

Rumah Model - Spree heaven in Bandung yaww! Naik sawan tengok Guess, Armani Exchange etc semurah Rp 99,000! *fainted*

Dinner at Paris van Java - the coolest tempat lepak ever! :D

Day 4

We always saved the best part for the last so we reserved the last day to be spent in Trans Studio Bandung. We were so thrilled for roller coaster rides and fun fun funn that we could hardly sleep on the night before LOL. 1 to 10, I'd rate Monday for 11! Hahah! Nothing else could beat a day out with bffs in a theme park not even a hot cuppa on a hectic morning! :)

Skinny anchovy who was soo eager for her roller coaster rides :P :P

Kong's climb. My 3rd rock climbing for the year heyhoo! *proudd*

Bajet retiss jadi pembaca berita lols.

Nah, YOU MUST TRY THIS ONE. Hahahaha. 5 star saya kasi, both audio and visual.

Britain's dungeons are worthless nothing if to compare w this one.

Kami hampir histeria, anda.?

p/s: Twas fun! It made my summer!! Thanks bffs :))

:)

2011-09-09T14:57:00.001+08:00

Seronok dapat jumpa kawan.

Seronok tengok orang kawin hihi.

Okay itu je, seronok :)

Raya 2011: Just because I couldn't be bothered. lol

2011-09-03T23:49:00.016+08:00

Cobwebs and spiders. Again. Haha! Sorry lama tak update. Mostly cause I just didn't feel like it to, ideas and blogging mood came by but never stayed. It's been weeks if my memory serves me right since the riot catastrophe in the UK and I'm yet to wish my followers & silent readers a Happy Eid Mubarak & Happy 54th Independence Day for our beloved Malaysia. Happy Merdeka Raya everyone! :) Apology for my wrongdoings & lets pray for a better Malaysia in future! InsyaAllah :D

So talking bout raya, all in all it was okay. I mean, it got quite bored initially, particularly on 1st and 2nd but thing got whole better by the 3rd Eid; everybody was home on Thursday. Us sisters didn't get to have a proper family pictures on raya morning cause elder sis and big brotha were at their in-laws' but at least we had some photos taken. Albeit they weren't that satisfying. LOL. And I couldn't be bothered to have another album added in facebook (I already have loadsss) so I think it'd be wise to just upload fews in here. Just for a light viewing. :))

Eid Mubarak 2011

Kuala Terengganu, Malaysia

First batch satays. And I had them for the first time after 12 months on my 1st Eid 2011. Nostalgic much? ahaa.

Day 1 Eid's menu: Satay + ketupat, carrot rice, laksa & briyani. Yumssy!

This year for raya we didn't have an official theme colour cause we just had one recently for big brotha's wedding in June. So why bother having another when the prev one still fits you perfectly we should go all savvy, no? :3

Nah. Now this is what I called a proper one. With me inside. Haha.

Seriously sister your cam skill needs a major improvement see those imbalance bright tones around? X___X

Iman with akak & abang Taib in Taiping. I just can't take my eyes off him, shooooooooo cute! lols.

Macam Emmet Kak Shaa! I love him. More than everyone does :)

Cenna & little Amer, the siblings. My heartbeats! My favorites! Always have and always will.

Besar-besar mesti santek ni :DD

Reserved the black kebaya for the 2nd day. :) And that's my devil sista, the rookie nurse student ahaa.

Anak-anak dara Encik Abdullah & menantu. :3

I'm the shortest (and fattest!), just so you know. tsssk. *tutupmukalarimasuksemak*

3rd Eid: From JB to Taiping to KT, my Iman's finally homeee! Yeayss!

With Kak Nor, sister-in-law xx

That debap boy insisted on playing fireworks at 10pm haha! :)

And in my frickin entire life I never had a cat who grows as fat as this one ever:

My little Garfield.

The laziest cat girl on the whole Universe! LOL

p/s: I might not have much photos snapped this year (not as much as last year's) but I think I'm glad I've given yet another chance to spend my summer in Malaysia with my loved ones. I treasure my every lucky second being at home, with them my family and friends. and the fluffy cat :D Thanks Allah! :')

Yeah, I know. The side printed date sucks right?

Ugh. Pardon those lame photos.

ttfn! xx

Pray for London.

2011-08-09T21:37:00.005+08:00

Or izzit pray for UK by now?

Few days ago when I first heard about the riot in Tottenham from dad I never expected this incident'd have came all this far spreading all over to Liverpool, Bristol and even Birmingham. When I got home and friend left for SP last night I knew things are getting worst with everyone's expressing their worries and anxiety for friends in facebook and tweeting about the whole tragedy everywhere. Up till now, this sickening rioting is sure jeopardizing the public more than it does to the police or the Britian government itself =.=

I couldn't get more worried and bittered with what is been happening especially after watching a vid posted by friends bout our Malaysian student who got mugged ruthlessly in Barking when he was on his way to get some food for Iftar. With broken jaw and broken tooth he's now currently in Royal London Hospital and is undergoing an operation soon. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYuMPw6Yi3k&feature=youtu.be

Those chavs sure deserved to be taught to respect laws in the hardest way really I hope they are all gonna get arrested asap. To friends who are still in the UK travelling or staying over for summer, please take care and stay indoors. We don't want the same tragedy in Egypt occurs in Britian what more in this holy Ramadhan :(

Lets cross our fingers praying for our Muslim friends' safety, peace and this madness to end.

p/s: So is London Bridge rhymes is coming real right now?

Longest hiatus.?

2011-08-08T23:51:00.011+08:00

Blogspot fulls with cobwebs and spiders, I'll leave some quick updates it's been weeks since my last post :)

17/07/2011

Sambut Menantu

I insisted this event to be held once I'm home with everyone's around and yeah, I finally had it all just the way I wanted it to be done :D

21/07/2011 - 24/07/2011

Rinie and Nuraz in Terengganu

Took them two to Pasar Payang with morning ride of bot penambang. Classic. Haha

Nah, KT I-city. Now you don't hafta go down all the way to Shah Alam for this lol.

25/07/2011 - 29/07/2011

Ipoh Homecoming Trip

2 years and I'm back to Ipoh, albeit for just few days. Felt sooo good to be there and to be franked I did miss Ipoh & heaven massive food choice in Tambun. Major reason why I couldn't resist leaving home was that I was dying to see Harry Potter 7 & Transformers life's surely miserable with zero cinemas and slow home internet connection in KT =.="

Kenny Rogers in JJ was and always be my fave :)

Ramadhan 4th - 8th

Bff's sleepovers

Fatin came all the way from Sg. Petani and spent 2 days at home before we went to Atie's for another sleepover in Rhu Sepuluh. Had lotsa funn w the girls and our 3 days were fulled with stories and gossips those were just what I needed for my august! 6 years passed and yet they are my best girls everrr! :)

busy week has yet to comee! :D

2011-07-10T15:52:00.003+08:00

1. Glad that solat hajat & tahlil has ended. *phew* Another big event coming up this weekend, ICANNOTWAITTT! :DD

2. Happy 86th birthday to our beloved Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad!

3. Busy entertaining little Cenna, cleaning house & souvenirs packing atm. :)

p/s: I just gonna hate July the 14th and those who'll be watching the Harry Potter premier. :(

2 hari di Malaysia :)

2011-07-01T11:51:00.003+08:00

Anda di Malaysia jika anda:

Berada di dalam rumah & berpeloh pada jam 10.45pm
Lihat semua orang berebut termasuk macik pacik 50an even untuk masuk aerotrain di KLIA
Connection internet slow macam siput sedut
Lihat orang makan coklat pastu buang merata
Makanan heaven tak hengat :DDD
Pasar malam setiap hari Jumaat :)

p/s: So far saya tak jetlag, cuma tend to oversleep like over gila. Tido jam 12am pastu bangun jam 1pm pastu jam 4 tido lagi bangun 7pm =.="

A year and Malaysia.

2011-06-26T10:03:00.004+08:00

Hi.

I was in the middle of packing my stuff when I have this urge to write something in here. Prolly cause I was bored. or just feel like to. or..... I don't know. Whatever it is I really couldn't care less I just loathe wadding stuffs in boxes and luggages knowing that I gonna take em out back at the end of the day. Energy consuming & such a waste of time ugh.

To those who wished and thought that am already in Malaysia, my bad really. But it doesn't matter anyway cause I'll be there in few days time so yeah. Thanks for all the lovely wishes I'll surely miss everyone in here :) (I already did!) x

Btw I'm pretty excited bout moving into our new house this coming september! *hyped up*. Though of course I've learned loads of things while I'm in IH and awesome flatmates just heighten my reluctance to leave. Well, good things always come with goodbyes kan so yeah now it's time for a new experience catching and missing buses for morning lectures. I swear I never like getting on Coventry's busses but there's no harm trying for a new routine, isn't it? The way I see it, it looks more like a challenge rather than a burden for me - to be on time for classes and everything. I can't dismiss the fact that it gonna be super tedious at the beginning when I'm about to get used to it but then again momsy says alah bisa tegal biasaa :3

I do have some pictures to share but the connection seems to be bit erratic and snappy so perhaps later. To those who are going back soon, I wish ya a safe journey home. Don't risk having an overweight cabin luggage when you can always have a bag pack on shoulders or another hand luggage for extra souveniers LOL. For those who are staying till Oct, have a pleasant summer and enjoy travelling around, I'll see you guys in 3 months time :DD Take care! xx

p/s: I wonder what a single year brings for Malaysia, can't wait to see the difference (as if there's any kan haha!) Anyways I bet KT still hasn't gotten any cinema till now ughhhh =.=" But that doesn't mean I'll miss my Harry Potter in July! :DD

Whassupp? :DD

2011-06-18T12:55:00.004+08:00

Soooo, what did I missssed? Hahah! I slept like a boss the whole day and yeah now it's time for some fun. Lets start with um, some movies for breakfast? Or games? Or a morning walk around campus? Or Costa? Aaaah, too much choices I can't even pick one :DD

But anyway since the frickin exam's over, here's a brief note on how I feel about it:

Paper 1 : ORACY (14th June)

Regurgitation for the whole 3 hours.

Paper 2: CULTURE & CITIZENSHIP (15th June)

Well, to be honest, I sorta screw the esssays up (big time) cause am never good in writing one especially when it comes to free writing evaluating opinions etc etc ugh. And I always have this examism syndrom where at least I gonna spend the first 15mins or 20 just doing nothing and stare blank on my answer booklet. and twas 2 hours so I submitted my essays without an ending for the second question. Hahaha!

If you ever see how a fat arse snailpig crawling out from a drain one morning and think it's pathetic, nahh, I write even slower than that. Come to think of it, I wonder how I even passed my PMR and SPM cause I never finish writing my essays....

Paper 3: SLA (16th June)

Of theories and half regurtating. I survived.

Paper 4: Sociolinguistics (17th June)

If Jack Ripper could kill 10 people in 60 seconds, this one can hang ya dead within 1. Killer paper that is, at least for me. Cause its that hard I didn't get myself composed to read and revise the night before, 2 hours of Gossip Girl at 4am sure did help. Went into the exam's hall with a blank slate I didn't even remember what sociolinguistics was. But yeah, it's all over now I'm glad that I don't hafta date books and papers anymoreee! :) Grades, scores, results and whatevernots I couldn't care less cause am just feeling awesome atm hahahahaha!

Good day everyone! x

First year summer exam.

2011-06-13T03:38:00.003+08:00

Salam.

Hi. Esok saya start final.

Doakan saya dan rakan tesl year 1 & 2 yang lain yeah? Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan & cepat-cepat lah habes exam sebab sememangnya saya dah tak sabar nak balik Malaysia end of this June ni!

Ok bye! :)

28 days away :D

2011-06-01T06:19:00.003+08:00

No, it's never too early for a place called home :)

Big bro's wedding! :)

2011-05-29T08:55:00.012+08:00

I think the whole wide world has already known that today is the wedding day for my devil brotha I've been posting everything everywhere all around the sites since past 24 hours. And sorry sista I've been bugging you to on your laptop 24/7 just to let me skype home (even after 3am when nobody's around to entertain me but my cat) am just way too excited to see how was the preparation been going on. But guess even you get to see everything through your tiny little hole they called effin webcam, still missing yet another important event in your life isn't such a pleasant way too celebrate the weekend albeit yeah, that UEFA victory of Barca ftw crushing the Red Devil is still, veins - overwhelming. Lucky it's the wedding day on the bride's side I still have the sambut menantu majlis waiting for me this early of July, just when I reach home for my summer break :')

So right now they are all off for the bride's house for the akad nikah & bersanding. Lets just hope my sista will keep me posted with mms and instant messages throughout the event (you bet sista! or else no glasses frames no booties no dresses for you when I got back home LOL) cause am gonna stay awake all night till morning waiting for those so if there aren't any that would be just, frustrating... Read me sis I felt wretched enough for not being able to be there at home with everyone so really, DO SEND ME UPDATES LIKE PLEASEEE.? :(

I hope everything gonna goes well and well and well and that my bro won't go stammering (haha!) upon reciting the akad that would be a scene! :P I've been teasing him about that akadphobic since last few hours haha but yeah hope he doesn't get nervous that much, aye brotha? You seemed so much happy when we last skyped so hope the smile you threw me while ago tells me exactly how you are feeling now. :)

That's the mak andam my beloved mak sedara trying to put up the songket :)

Just before they left for the event sorry for the poor snapshot quality the connection was being such a pain in the arse.

Here are some of the hantaran:

Congratulations Big Brotha & Kak Nor! xx

Love sent from home, just when I need it :')

2011-05-25T21:55:00.004+08:00

Saya sebenarnya terharu sebab abah sanggup mailkan oldtown dari Malaysia semata-mata saya nak stay up study tiap-tiap malam. Dah la tak sampai sebulan pun lagi nak balik tapi berkobar abah pos jugak demi anak dia yang pemalas ni :'l Dapat je parcel tadi trus call abah cakap trima kasih segala pastu crita pasal markah assignment haha. Dah la mood unstable pastu badan seram sejuk macam nak demam memang emo habes la tadi mase bukak parcel tu (bukak slow-slow sebab nak feeling LOL). Ikotkan hati nak je terbang balik rumah tanak kesah pasal exam dah tapi yelah mana la boleh kann.

Love sent from homies :')

Ini handwriting mak saya :DD

Blom ape-ape ticket flight dah print :X

(monolog dalaman)

Hoii Nurul Nakiah binti Abdullah, sudah-sudah la tu layan mood pemalas kaw asyik nak online buat taik mata je 24/7. Exam dah tak lama buku pun tak baca habes lagi heh. Orang lain busy pegi group discussion kaw dok kat bilik flipping notes pastu tak sudah berdengkor buat peta. Hape nak jadi tak tauu =.=" Tengok abah kaw jauh sanggup anto kopi dengan harapan anak die study tapi kaw tu tak jugak sedo-sedo nak study btol-btol. Sudah la mai blaja dengan duet rakyat, pastu mengidam nak beli macam-macam, bajet macam duet sniri. Bila elaun lambat masok mula nak marah kerajaan padahal kalu tengok takat mana effort kaw study campur tolak markah assigment tiap-tiap term memang layak la pon dengan apa yang kaw dapat. Heh. Sudah-sudah lah tu dok melagho ce tengok flatmates kaw, tak pun coursemate kaw yang laen, masing-masing dah jauh study tinggal kaw terkial-kial kat blakang. Buku tak bace pastu dok gedik nak balik Malaysia buat list nak makan macam-macam segala, hape pon tak boleh! >___<" *kunyah notes*

Hapdet.

2011-05-22T13:24:00.005+08:00

Ugh lama gila tak update blog, malas punya pasal =.=" But I have few drafts lining up waiting to be posted anyways just that they are all half-way written so nanti-nanti lah saya take care tu.

Ni just mau list few stuffs yang saya rasa perlu:

1) Kekecewaan.

Sebab? Family dirumah sibuk dengan wedding preparation big brotha this coming 29th May. So far masih blum tengok hantaran sebab usually bila saya baru bangun tidur Malaysia sudah malam haha!

#Untongla orang yang bangun awal boleh skype hari-hari.

2) Kemalasan.

As expected, malas memanjang. Final tak lama dah tapi study dok lagu tu jugak tak kemane. *slapfacehard*

#Untonglah orang yang dah habes exam tak payah study.

3) Kegemukan.

Ya, ini tidak lah boleh disangkal lagi sebab memang gemok tahap gajah dah. But I don't expect to lose some kgs before coming home cause usually time exam phase saya akan makan banyak and insomnia bikin berat badan lagi unstable.

#Untongla Tinie dah kuros.

4) Kewangan.

Allowance belum masuk but so far boleh hidop lagi. Tapi rasa agak insecure jugak la mau blanja banyak takot in case allowance takkan masuk till end of June walau bunyik macam agak impossible sikit. Aahh mane-mane lah janji saya dapat maxi dress or jumpsuit satu!

Hooyeah! :)

#Untongla orang dapat allowance awal bole pegi nonton Pirates ramai-ramai :l

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH.

1st day of Term 3? Burnnnn! :DD

2011-04-27T13:54:00.005+08:00

27 April 2011 (7.00am)

Assignments dah print tolak masuk bakul laundry nanti jam 8.30 before class Socio aku pegi hantar. Gila terbaik la assignment Socio kali ni, paling takde flow paling cikai la yang penah aku buat ni, paling payah stakat penah kenal Mukul sejak 2010. =.="

Tak aku tak salahkan topic tu, aku nak tunding jari kat orang yang kasi topic tu. Hah. Hape pon tak boleh! Bako ofis Warwick hawin ko tingkap baru tau. Next time nak dapat assignment aku suroh Wanie or Min masak curry carrot dulu, care?

Taken both paradigms together on a whole, ah cilake ayat SLA, antara sebab aku rasa essay gender payah adalah:

1. Aku ponteng both seminar and lecture week 8. Tak de notes or input langsung. Thanks Una kasik pinjam nota untuk di scan. Tapi still sampai ke sudah tak paham amende kertas-kertas tu dok merapu. Boo.

2. Tak banyak readings on Malaysian context I suppose.? Aaah mari salahkan linguists. kahkah.

3. Otak lembap macam siput nak proses maklumat. Dalam erti kata lain, tumpul minda. Ni memang faktor dalaman la ni, tak leh nak salahkan Facebook atau jenis lappy.

4. Dr. M. As in malas. Nah ni susah sungguh nak tanggal lekat permanent macam panau bertempek kat kulit dah. Ade cadangan penyelesaian? Jangan lupa sms saya.

Class abes jam 11am so lepas tu nak shopping groceries sana Tesco. Pastu nak marathon movies, Gossip Girls, Vampires Diaries, dengar cover lagu Maddie Jane sampai muntah pastu baru tido. haha. OH NAK SKYPE JUGAK! :DD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M JUST SO FRICKIN GLAD THAT THESE ESSAYS ARE FINALLY DONE COULDN'T BE ANY HAPPIER THAN THIS I FEEL HIGH LIKE A G6 FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN LET ME TAKE THE FRONT SEAT! *troll face*

: Zaman Renaissance :

Oh I love being caffienated and sugar rushed! x

Exam season.

2011-04-20T03:54:00.003+08:00

Good luck dealing with finals and assignments heartbeats! x

All the best! :)

Messi. Just, Messi.

2011-04-17T06:32:00.004+08:00

A lil bit distraction from easter updates, books and whatevernots.

Won't care if he's short he can't do commercials cause Barca and him, to me, they are just so frickin perfect together.

Amsterdam.

2011-04-16T04:36:00.013+08:00

I think I misarranged my Easter album in facebook but nvm, let it stay as it is. Malas mau edit and reorganize haha. Suppose Royal Palace, Madame Tussauds and Sex Museum came in first before the Albert Cuypt Markt but who cares, there just pictures anyway. But I'll try to write the updates in order as it supposed to be okay? :)

Because we already booked the hotel for 7 nights half a month before we really planned what to do in Holland, we had no choice but to travel to and forth from Amsterdam city to Brussels. Mau cancel 1 or 2 bookings nanti kena extra charge pulak so terpaksa la. In short, we tried to plan our one week vacation in such a way that looks more or less like this:

Day 1: Arrival in Amsterdam. Check in.

Day 2: Amsterdam

Day 3: Amsterdam

Day 4: Bruxelles (Belgium)

Day 5: Keukenhof, Lisse

Day 6: Kinderjik, Rotterdam & Utretch

Day 7: Amsterdam. Shop for souvenirs.

Day 8: Leaving Amsterdam (9am) Check out.

Amsterdam City:

On day 2, we managed to cover most parts of the city via walking and trams. We bought unlimited OV chipcards for 72 hours in Schiphol and then nah, kami jalan sampai penat. Don't worry if you feel like a lost puppy in the Amsterdam city or don't have any idea where to go, there are tonnes of direction boards displayed and the transport system is easy to comprehend. The Dutch occasionally speak both Dutch language and fluent in English so you shouldn't have any problem communicating. Even if they don't, they will give their best to get the message crossed so you'll understand them. We had a little trouble to spot the Old Church when we were in Beginhof so I did ask a Dutch oldman which direction should we take. Despite the fact that he couldn't speak English that well, he didn't hesitate to help us and rather, he gave me some hand gestures and street lamps to follow instead. Like Britons, the Dutch are indeed friendly people. :)

Sight seeing and leisure walking.

Those canals make it this city looks much less like the Italy. You think?

Cycling is one of the main transportations here.

They say 'Do like a Dutch and rent a Bike'.

And because they were too many cyclers we almost got knocked down when crossing the roads.

>___<

Then we went to Dam Square where they have these Royal Palace, Madame Tussauds and Magna Plaza buildings. We didn't get into the Palace and Madame Tussauds though cause the entrance fee are frickin expensive. Good thing we don't fancy arts and museums that much so we just wandering around taking pictures. You shall find street dancers performing in front of the Royal Palace and people relaxing around the square; I think this place offers you the best shot of some gothic architectures and I kinda fancy them really :)

The small version of I Amsterdam.

One of the street dancers.

You are expected to give at least 1 euro after watching them.

Or else, they might call you bastards. hoho

The Magna Plaze - one of the finest buildings.

It's a mall but most stuffs are rather expensive. Put this as your sight seeing not shopping.

I wrote about the I Amsterdam letters in here, so baca la sniri macam malas mau tulis lagi hahaha. We planned to visit the so called heaven street of Red Light District where people can easily find prostitutes but twas 5pm (masih awal untuk bisnes bapak ayam LOL) so we went to Sex Museum instead. 4 euro per entry, you'll find the history of sex through ages in there. The best thing about Red Light District besides prostitution, is, you can get plenty access of halal food like easy gila. Kedai porn pastu kedai halal, kedai porn pastu kedai halal and more porns and halal shops. Nah, boleh makan sambil cuci mata =.="

You are expected not to take pictures in Red Light District so yeah no pictures for that haha. Nak tau pergi sniri.

Found this in the Sex Museum.

Lupa mau baca what's up with this arca.

Belakang tu Mata Hari, tapi bukan mata hari lagu Agnes Monica.

Before singgah ke Museumplein (where the big letters of I Amsterdam are) and Hard Rock cafe, we canal biked! A must do thing if you come to Holland, besides the legal weeds and the red light district of course. Untuk yang berkaki pendek macam saya you'll find cycling this is sorta tiring and it gives you effing backache the next morning when you wake up. Untuk orang macam Azil, tahniah you may find this relaxing. But be it exhausting or frightening or whatnots, YOU MUST DO CANAL BIKE WHEN YOU COME TO HOLLAND. Ada paham?

Canal Cruise untuk orang tua dan orang kaya so kalau rasa awak muda sila canal bike :D

More funn! Ramai orang tua naik cruise akan ambil gambar awak terkial-kial kayuh bot tauu, famous amoss! x

Always bike to the right. Macam driving di USA, sebelah kanan.

Kalau tak nanti eksiden dengan bot besar. Naya.

p/s: We didn't know there was a strike by GVB transport company from 10am to 2pm so kami pun tunggu la bus macam harem till 12pm. No buses, no trams and no subways. hoho. Suka nau strike dorang ni. Suruh si Usop bako dorang baru tauu. So kebetulan Arshad, Mike, Abe, Izzul & Matwal dah nak balik hari tu we took a shuttle to airport and jumpa dorang sana. The End.

Easter trip 2011

2011-04-15T05:25:00.009+08:00

I know I should be writing these anyway cause keeping it too long won't make it any better so here it goes, updates on my Easter vacation 2011 :)

Because twas 8 days altogether so I'll make it short and simple okay? Banyak laah mau story satu-satu awok pon konpem boring kann but I'll detail mana-mana parts best yang perlu yah :DD

06/04/11 - Day 1

Around 2.30pm gitu la kami sampai London Stansted. Itu pun terlepas coach dari Victoria station ke airport pasal bus Megabus lembap amat, tambah traffic jam lagi di highway. Plus, kami sesat cari bus stop mau tunggu coach so dengan hand luggage kami pusing jalan. I kinda hated London on that day cause twas effing scorching hot and crowded. Jalan sesak, orang ramai macam hape cuaca panas gila really I hated that part most. Thanks to London I had my headache for the entire day...

And oh did I mention anywhere I got issues with security people in London Stansted? I wasn't aware that I should present the liquid plastic bag along with other stuffs when we were lining up so masa tu kalut la mau bukak beg ambil plastic and time tu pulak la beg buat hal. I failed to open up the bloody bag! Damnit tiba-tiba code invalid. I tried all the nearest combination numbers in case tersalah kunci kan but none was accepted. Cis. Sumpah rase macam nak bako je beg tu. Knowing that I couldn't open the bag unless given I had pliers to break the lock I decided to just present the bag as it was. Konon-konon macam takde liquids. Haha bangang tak bangang mase tu. Sorta suicidal attempt kalo kantoi but lantak laah rosak dah kuku try bukak lock kejadah tu.

Lets cut the story short, so sah-sah la beg tu kene tahan. Heh. Guna modal zaman skolah buat muka innocent terkebil-kebil lalu explain la yang saya gagal bukak kunci beg and ada liquids dalam tu. But believe me Britons wouldn't buy such crap just like some Malaysians do. Apa lagi di airport. Within a minute 4 security officers came just for that bag. Seko-seko kasi muka macam aku ni bawak ganja. Ceh. No other option left but to cut the lock off and I had to let them. Sayu juga la hati ni tengok beg abah beli untuk mai UK kena godek sebegitu rupa huee. And they took my tuna, that was among my food stock I brought for breakkies in Holland. tssk.

I think Summer was right. Being in the airport really does make you feel homesick even it's a tiny bit. (Or was it cause my beg was harassed it made me felt sad?) I called home just after Erna and Azil left for some quick sandwiches and talked to Mom. Told her the whole incident and I almost cried. Well I did actually but guess I hid it well, she thought I was just happy :") We reached Schiphol Airport, Amsterdam at 5 and headed to Etap hotel for checking in. Told ya London gave me headache so we the girls spent the night resting in our room for the rest of the day.

In shuttle leaving Schiphol Airport to Etap.

If you ask me how massive the airport is, this is the biggest I've ever seen. so far.

and oh I found MAS! LOL

That's Etap :)

*vacation budget hoiii mane la dapat 5 stars hotel kann*

Hah ni dia bekalan makanan untuk 6 hari kat sini hahahaha!

p/s: I only realized they cut one of the apa tu zip eh? off so another one left stuck in the lock. Macam mana mau bukak beg kalau 1 zip je bukak kan? Bangang juga tu security punya orang ish. Thanks to akak cantek Etap yang bersusah payah bukak kan another one untuk saya. Guna sepasang gunting je tak perlu kecoh-kecoh LOL. I enjoyed their hospitality, such a friendly hotel we stayed in! x

eh?

2011-04-14T06:00:00.001+08:00

Malas mau menaip so goodnight.

Afscheid Coventry! :D

2011-04-06T03:09:00.004+08:00

Tshirts, checked!

Boots, checked!

Camera, checked!

Nescafe 3-in-1, checked!

Mee Ruski, checked!

Passport, checked!

Flight tickets, checked!

Amsterdam & Brussels, CHECKED! ;D

Hoho maaf kalau post ini annoy sapa-sapa but I'm just way too excited! Over the moon dah, after seeing my good friends jalan-jalan pegi Spain, Rome, Paris, Amsterdam & Italy, now turn saya pulak mau pegi trip Europe hurrah! Agak lambat la kami ni tapi nvm, semangat untuk berjalan tetap ada hahaa!

So saya decide untuk tidur di International House ja dulu malam ni sebab mau skype with my family dulu before off to London Stansted. Right now saya baru habis dinner, tiba-tiba hari ni teringin mau makan nasi goreng so buat la satu pinggan nasi goreng seafood. Kenyang, Alhamdulillah :)

Nasi Goreng Thai Seafood with Oldtown.

See the white-digimon-like game? That's Jasper tengah tidur haha :)

Charlotte and Nicole balik rumah 2 days lepas, but Josh, Thad and Natifaa sudah balik sini so kitchen jadi meriah macam biasa yeay! :D Chu Young baru bangun tidur (jetlag still) so I left her a note di pintu, pesan nanti bangun jumpa saya haha. I kinda miss her really. So tadi tengah-tengah makan nasi goreng, dia sama Thad datang ketuk pintu mau say hi and and goodbye before saya off pergi Amsterdam. Sweet juga la dorang masih ingat bila saya depart. Thanks guys nanti balik kita story mory pasal Barcelona, Swiss & Ireland sama-sama yah? :))

Hoping that everything will turn out well as planned, InsyaAllah. 6 days in Amsterdam & Brussels, semoga perjalanan kami dirahmati. Aminn.

Adieu, Coventry! xx

Everybody should.

2011-04-04T06:11:00.004+08:00

I didn't really keep on track of much world's news these days after the nuclear leakage in Fukushima cause I've been travelling to few places so when yesterday I came across this news on riots in Afganistan over the burning of Muslims holy Quran in Florida, I thought it was sorta outdated. Wasn't it already happen in last year or so? Or was it few years back Idk the headlines seem familiar. It was on April 2nd when I read that so I thought perhaps it was just another not so frickin funny April prank led by a Christian guy in USA but really, it did happen.

Don't worry you may keep reading I'm not gonna retell the whole incident just enough if you could get the gist of what is been going on in Afgan.

20 innocent people were killed in that riots and while the killings are increasing, some people in the other parts of the world seem to start agreeing that the lets-burn-the-holy-Quran-day is, perhaps, would be a better idea to counter attack the Muslims for such violence. You might wanna read it all here, really. I cursed upon reading them oh this poor thing they are such narrow minded people blergh. pathetic.

When I woke up this morning I tried to make sense of everything I dreamt the night before after reading the news; it was something to do with trying-to-stand-for-what-you-think-it's -right aaaahh Idk how to put it in words really. But it was like..

Nicole, Charlotte and I were in a place chatting and talking (Idk where it was but it looked like somewhere in Middle East..say Egypt?) when an Afgan guy barged in with guns and grenades and tried to shoot dead them two. His reason was simple; they are Christians and they should be killed cause the other Christians had burnt the holy Quran in Florida so to him every Christians he found should be killed. I tried to mediate - hailed him to stop and tell him that this isn't the right way to solve thing and they are just innocent, but that armed guy accused me of being unfaithful Muslim I should be ashamed to God and for that I should be dead too.

Dead cause I backed my friends up.

Dead cause I believe that violence and terrorism wouldn't solve a thing but rather worsen things more.

Dead cause I disagree with him that Islam is much more than just harshness and violence.

So he did shoot me dead. Right into my chest I could feel the bang and the bullet going through my flesh everything was so real. But always in dreams I tend to pretend as if I'm dead eventhough I'm not (does this happen to you as well?) so I stumbled down, face fell flat on the floor as if .. I'm real dead. As I watched he killed my two flatmates I started to ponder; Why? Where is the mercy, forgiveness and peace our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w has taught us?

I agree that we should do something and react when our religion is harmed, we have to fight and stand for what is right for us but killing the innocent lives will never solve a thing.

Islam, a religion of mercy, does not permit terrorism. In the Quran, God has said:

God does not forbid you from showing kindness and dealing justly with those who have not fought you about religion and have not driven you out of your homes. God loves just dealers. (Quran, 60:8)

The Prophet Muhammad used to prohibit soldiers from killing women and children,¹ and he would advise them: {...Do not betray, do not be excessive, do not kill a newborn child.}² And he also said: {Whoever has killed a person having a treaty with the Muslims shall not smell the fragrance of Paradise, though its fragrance is found for a span of forty years.}³

It made me think and really it intrigues me to know more about this jihad issues and how to deal with such religious threats (read the link). I used to feel intimidated when foreigners condemned and associated my religion with terrorism and craps (it happened once and I totally freaked out). Now that I'm living with people of different races and different religions it made me realize that I need to have that kind of explanation prepared so that when such thing happen again I'll know what to explain to them without offencing their religions and believes. Cause to me I do believe that everyone deserves to know what the real Islam is.

April, for good or for worst?

2011-04-02T04:48:00.004+08:00

It's the day of the cycle I guess. Ugh lucky thing nobody didn't throw any April prank on me or else you'd have yourself severely bitten. Really. I got mad at most things today and I cried for no reason. =__= Girls. We're complicated anyway; in a good way.

I was trying not to dwell the good mood I got from my mild nescafe cause it felt awesome but lil heart said she wanted to hear some music so fingers scribbled across random folders in the external and played the ears some raya songs. RAYA SONGS FOR GOD'S SAKE HOW IT COULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER CHOICE pfft? So the eyes teared and that was how my 1st April started to officially suck. It continues.

Kthanksbye.

Little heartbeat.

2011-03-28T11:55:00.002+08:00

My luggages for summer might be fulled with just her stuffs gawd she wanted everything in pink! LOL

Miss you budak! :DD

Those partakes now and then.

2011-03-28T08:33:00.007+08:00

Perhaps I’m a girl of my own world that I couldn’t care less of what others are doing but too soon than I realize, the ignorance in me kills them and build the barrier between us all. It’s like I’ve been living in a thick mirror that hides me from other people; I could see what they are doing out there but I just can’t scream and yell their names out to let them hear my voice. That pathetic. That terrible. It’s good to see they are happy, laughing and joking. But it’s saddening to see that I’m not longer a part of their happiness, the laughters. I once vowed to myself that I always wanted to be a good friend, the one that never fades as time passes by. The one that walks in when everybody walks out. The one that would be there when others would not. Years passed and now look at what had I done and what damages had I caused. I grew holes in their hearts myself, no one but me.

Frienship is nothing like a Coke. Nothing like an Oldtown. It’s not buyable, not sold anywhere but owned by hearts and fertiled with deeds and good thoughts. It’s something that we always cherish at. And I’m afraid that I’m soon, going to lose it.

Ask me why didn’t I try and save it from missing? Ask me why didn’t I do something about it instead of just whining? Ask me, ask me away dear friend.

I did. I DID do something about it.

But perhaps, they just didn’t work. They just didn’t seem to work. Never knew it took me double the effort to just maintain a friendship among us friends. It took a lot of courage to take care them. I tried, for months and months and I was once tired. Too much of people talks and issues with oneself they made me felt like it was worthless keeping them taken care of. I was dissapointed with them myself, for I thought I was the only one who was trying to make effort and patching things up between us while them.? I was disenchanted so I thought I might want to back off and took a rest. So I left my friendship tree which once I grew with the people I love. It could have grown well if I wasn't that keen to leave.

But told you, the ignorance is the silent murderer. I always wanted to come back, be there where I left and tried making things right but when I realize it was just too late. It’s now will never be the same as it was. I don’t blame the people around me for this to happen but I feel disgust with myself for letting it to happen. Where’s my vow that once I used to confess? Where were I when they needed me and others left? I lost my faith in them and now I guess karma is paying me price for being an ignorant as a friend.

I always wanted you to know, I might not gonna say anything when we bump onto each other one day, I deserve not, but deep down, I will always be there as friend and forever, I wish I could make up for all the wrong doings I’ve done. I learnt that taking care of many hearts is the hardest part in friendship for once it’s broken it’s hard to mend but I too learnt that by doing nothing is the worst out of all it builds barriers that only separate us all.

I’m sorry.

Keep calm-o-matic madness.

2011-03-25T11:06:00.008+08:00

3.23am:

I was bored so I made these to kill the time.

My fave! :DD

Oldtown rules so I made this as my current FB profile picture.

This one is for Charo.

She prefers Latte so here you go :)

Awwwh! *print and paste on wall*

Too bad your name rhymed with these keep calm lines.

Wanted to put Nancy and Una in the 1st place but theirs just didn't fit in.

The picture? It was just randomly found LOL

I sorta love this one the most. Not bounded with the keep calm-o-matic madness.

And above all, LETS just GO HOME! haha

ttfn! xx

Byebye dorky eyes! :)

2011-03-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

Shall be the end of the eyes redness and yeays! :D

of duckies feeding.

2011-03-24T08:09:00.010+08:00

Having a day out from your shell thinking you just wanted to run away from those of room mantainance and faulty lightbulb without hitting your shower first thing in the morning really, isn't such a wise idea. At least not in these 15C spring days. After duckies feeding and much walking up to Gibbet Hill road, I'm finally savouring myself scrathing my skin off (or peeling if you like) for almost an hour. Ugh. Must be the pollens I had a fight scene with Una with those. =.=" The feel that you get from excoriating, that when your thighs and arms go red it gives you endless satisfaction. I always scratch till I hear some scratching sounds - that's the art of peeling skin LOL. But mind you it'd be a major torment when you have yourself a shower later :O

Wed was a lovely day but them eyes ain't giving me no break. Wore contacts today and the lesson was paid. LOL it rhymed didn't mean it on purpose. Guess I hafta go see the NHS people tomorrow morning I don't want my easter vacation gets spoiled just because of some dorky red eyes infection. It's rather, um ... pathetic. People are on holiday and you are sick :l

But besides those aching eyes there's yet another thing that made me realize how changed I've been now. Something that if I look at it back I'll be forever down :"( I'm not getting any skinnier, in fact TUBBIER THAN USUAL. *coverfacewithpalms* Yeah truee I've been feeling it all this while but it's just, just not convincing enough that I'd go that stout X___X They say season comes and go and people never change well I guess Tinie Tempah is damn right for singing that out. Fock I hate it being me now but it's just hard not to stuff yourself even a single day. Perhaps cause I barely sweat so those fats remain safely untouched happily hanging onto my thighs, underarms and cheeks and whatever nots. >____<

So no coffee for tonight for I know by keeping my eyes up late till dawn will only better the idea of me becoming the next wifey Shrek. Period.

Johan lontar peluru dulu dia ni.

Rezeki ayam nampak dikaki, rezeki itik Azil yang bagi.

Lovely Wed :)

That pollens. grr...

Mommy my torso now needs your corset. hmph.

Dear John.

2011-03-22T12:34:00.007+08:00

Movie marathon after I got my arse back from Cryfield with hot coffee and muffins. Meant to watch Burke and Hare as my 2nd movie on the list (I'd always prefer British films) but I wasn't at ease after seeing the first 10 minutes of it. Cutting corpses and hanging bodies. Naay I just knew I gotta quit. At least that kind of movies should wait till the daylight comes. So I opted for Dear John I've been keeping that movie for almost a year but never feel like watching it. Blimey, if it wasn't Channing Tatum the Step Up Tyler being the hero, I'd have gone all the way straight under the duvet.

And after an hour and a half I found myself all teared up as if I was watching the Titanic for the 1st time. Damn I just love the ending. Yet I hate it much for being so effing saddening. I'd die for John to be my man if only such guys exist in the world I call reality. But anyhow I recommend the film really you girls outta watch it real quick. But please do get the title right; Dear John not the slutty Black Swan - it does make a massive difference.

Dear John,

It’s been almost 5 years since I wrote a letter with an actual pen and actual sheet of paper. But I thought maybe I could write you now and tell you all that happens since I saw you last.

Time.

Problem with time that I’ve learnt whether it was 2 weeks I got to spend with you or those final 2 months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out.

I have no idea where you are out there in the world John. But I understand that I’ve lost the right to know this thing long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as it ever was … I’ll see you soon then.

Savannah.

muahaa.

2011-03-21T10:24:00.005+08:00

Tadi bosan lalu godek external usha gambar lame.

Senak perot tengok sorang-sorang mase pegi sabah and mase foundation kat Ipoh dulu.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Nak tengok? *rofl*

Fra fra friday.

2011-03-18T14:47:00.010+08:00

Just a scramble for Friday, nothing much really.

Had a long sleep last night, effing headache that was. And woke up knowing it's already 1pm in Malaysia, my big bro must have gotten his belly nervous, it's his engagement day today. Happy for you brotha, you are now a matured man. Nak jadi laki orang dah LOL But yeah ... it's saddening me in a way that I'm no there to celebrate the moment with them. Kinda miss homey. Everybody's there for the big day.

Rindu Imannnn! :l

Qilah left UK on last Tuesday for Malaysia and the next day for Jakarta. Pretty hectic I'd say. She gotta travel for almost 20hours non-stop and ready for classes on the next day cause she had already skipped few days of lectures. Good girl. But anyway skipping classes for holiday is not a big deal really:P Glad to hear that you are safely arrived in Ukrida. Go get some rest this weekend, hit the hay till you can't. and thanks for the memories when you were here you really made my weekends! xx

So getting back to Friday, I have yet to have plan for my weekend. Apart from the proposal thingy, I might just want to stay indoor and treat myself with coffees and movies. It's weekend anyway, and EASTER BREAK for that matter. :) Oh wait, Warwick Games this week! Found one, gotta visit Kak Dell's warong I keen for some ROTI JALAAAAAA!! *drooling*

Uhm ... what else did I miss out? Did I just forget to mention that I got 3 assignments to be spent with for the 5 week break? Lovely innit? and final exam after the break ends.

Wonder where everybody's going for this break and for how long.

Till then. xx

kisah rice cooker.

2011-03-17T08:22:00.003+08:00

Rice cooker rosak.

Sedih melampau sampai mood nak makan pon effect sebab tak paham apsal rosak dan kenapa sekarang time nak saving berjalan easter pulak mau rosak.

Tak paham.

Rice cooker ape pasal kaw rosak hah?

Pastu tadi buat pertama kali masak nasi cara manual tak reti sukat air campo api kuat lalu hangit lah nasi tu jadi kaler coklat. Failed nak buat bini. Ranap dinner saya.

Takpe.

Kalau kawen dengan mat salleh dorang tak makan nasi :)))))

Bila check balik rice cooker (sebab musykil kenapa boleh rosak) barulah perasan ade dent dekat periuk dan calar balar macam kene hempap or ade jatuh.

Musykil.

Saya suspect akak cleaner. Sebab semalam jam 2am ok lagi saya panaskan nasi.

Dan hari ni kitchen kene kemas saya start masak lepas dorang siap bersihkan kitchen.

Jadi saya membuat anggapan mungkin rice cooker saya rosak sebab jatuh.

Sapa buat tu tak berani nak kate la, mungkin jatuh sniri. ye dok?

Takpe lah takde rice cooker kurang masak boleh diet. haha

Kalau ade rezeki saya cari periuk nasi baru, InsyaAllah. Nak menagih masak nasik ngan kawan memang mintak kaki la sebab lame lagi dok sini hahaha.

Lagi satu sebab kenapa saya tanak masak nasi manual (selain tak terer) is that saya rasa masak nasi guna pot makan beras yang banyak. Kalau masak 1 pot, 1/3 saje dah jadi kerak nasi. Kalau guna rice cooker mane ade kerak-kerak heeee. In a way, itu menjimatkan :P

Payah nak sental basoh pun satu masalah.

Jadi, saya kena kawen dengan mat salleh. *tiber* rofl

The End.

pre easter vacation.

2011-03-12T07:21:00.028+08:00

Finally the weekend is here! *waveee* :DD Kat luar hall mat minat salleh bising bertempik-tempik parti main tolak trolley Tesco, seronok next week dah Week 10 gamaknyee :) Then comes EASTER BREAK! yaww!! ;D Uni kami special sikit sebab term break often (I mean FOREVER ALWAYS) starts awal dari uni lain haha. Ikot system kuno katanye Peter but best apee cuti awal & the best part is cuti lama gilaaaaaaaaaa! 5 weeks for easter break, hah ce citee ape tableh buat mase easter nih; jual karipap? ternak lemak? kerje cleaner? semua bolehhhh.

But I'll reserve the easter stories for other posts now nak story pasal me being the tour guide and the host to macik Qilah who came all the way from Malaysia for her term break vacation last Friday, or spree retreat if you wish :)

Departed on 1st Mac from KLIA, arrival di Heathrow pukol 10.10pm di sambut oleh Dr. Idzni Dalila dengan tangan terbuka LOL. Saya tableh turun london ambik macik ni sebab lectures and seminars berderet-deret sampai friday. Budak baik tak ponteng class katenye Peter so yeah saya attend semua :)) So from wed till friday she stayed with Idzni, saja kasi bonding time between dr. UK and dr. Ukrida untuk catchup stories before friday dia datang Coventry. But tak sampai 3 hari di London catchup stories dah burnt 300quids dah eh Qilah Rozhan? haha. Sorok purse kangg. Memang kaki shopping macik ni fyi so Matrid cepat2 la jadi Dato' okay.? :P

Too bad she came when my easter break isn't yet started, or else I could have brought her further and show her around to nicer places. Been thinking for Bath as well as Scotland, and Amsterdam if it's Easter :( So basically her stay at my place sorta dull sikit cause I got classes to attend to and seminars to kill till friday. The weekends, yeap I brought her to Sheffield and Manchester and Warwick Castle & Cadbury World tomorrow and Sunday. Oxford kami pegi last Monday, I missed Oracy lecture at 2pm sebab nak pegi Oxford and well, twas worth skipping for! heee.

Di Sheffield kami stayed kat tempat Ana Azman, Opal ensuite hall mewah nice awesome santek tak hengatt. 100quids per week, nak compare ngan Lakeside hers is wayyy much better! *hmph Worik suka makan duet budak* but I don't live in ensuite hall for that matter so tak payah nak jeles ok nakiah *smackhead* For that 2 days, this baby bawak kitorang jalan-jalan Manchester & Sheffield city, all up and down walking! That wasn't a big thing really but twas for Qilah, tak biasa katanya hahaa. Just that what annoyed me most was the weather, Manchester sejok berganda-ganda kot. I mean isn't it it's the beginning of spring already so why la sejok macam ais batu lagi >______<

Manchester & Old Trafford

Old Trafford.

Wondergirls! xx

MU lawan team Malaysia pon masok record Old Trafford eh? LOL

Yeay dah graduate tour stadium :B

Lompatan saujana sebelom pulang! :)

Sheffield up & about!

Weston Park tempat itik Sheffiled makan sosej.

Spring is in the air! :)

A total beginner but I think, I kinda like it.

Lovely sunday we off for a walk xx

Sheffield! *one down more to come*

The next day saya heret Qilah masok lecture culture mainly sebab nak introduce her to my other friends, and or course purposely sebab mau dia experience having lecture with Lynette LOL. Right after the lecture ended we off to train station by 1pm we should already be in Oxford :) Oxford trip was awesome, 40 mins from Coventry, midway to London. Because the last trip to Sheffield we had experienced kena fine tak bawak railcard so this time around awal-awal lagi tayang railcard masa boarding. Banyak doww if one journey kena fine 35quids, darab dua for return pehh tu bole bikin licin kepale jugak la. Kot la pegi Oxford takde jumpa orang Malaysia macam di Manchester kann, but last-last ade jugak terserempak di kedai souvenier. Mane-mane pegi pon ade je Malaysians macam dok KL bukan UK dah haha.

And oh we took the hop on hop off bus cause if nak jalan cover satu city memang tak sempat, sampai saje dah kol 1 tourist attractions pulak sume tutup jam 5. Panjat tangga duduk atas topless bus konon-konon nak snap gambau banyak-banyak but on the second round, dua-dua lari carik tandas nak terkencing sejok sangat lalu decided nak duduk bawak jee. Macam hape. The tour covered semua tempat but we managed to explore Oxford Castle, Alice Shop and few places up close and personal *ecehh* by walking. Tapi sayang doww kami stop makan jam 4.15 di mcD sebab dah kebulor tahap gout tableh jalan and only realized that twas after 5 we reached Christ Church College. Sedih mak nak tempat tu dah tutup cannot pecah masok :( Sebab thats the setting for dining hall untuk Harry Potter films, punya la berkobar nak tangkap gambar banyak-banyak bile masok kan last-last bila dah sampai tempat tu pulak tutup. tssk. Kami salahkan perot sebab lapau dan nafsu sebab seru kami makan. hmph. So next time if any of you wanna come, make sure it's weekend or you grab something for lunch first before 5 ok?

Oxford and treats!

The Unlocked Castle tapi gate kunci jugak.?

View from the above castle hill.

One of the nicest building. Oxford fulls of it! :))

Seeeeee..! Closed to visitors! Damn youu perott >__<

Experimenting with Lumix.

Tuesday, Wed and Thurs we spent walking around uni and campus. Oh wait, Wed was for skating! :DD Went to Skydome with my other coursemates and spent 2 hours and half ice skating, tersengguk-sengguk macam parkinson tak reti skate LOL. Those blades inevitably got us kissing the white floor more than thrice, we (I) fell flat on the ground twisting legs and hands altogether yet we had so much fun. To those who wanna skate to kill the boredom, I'd suggest Wed or Thurs cause it offers the cheapest price, 7.20quids including skate hire and minus 1 quid if you are a student :)

Daffodils and spring are synonymous!

X chromosome and izzit the DNA.? :O

Leafless trees. Oh I love autumn most :l

Lets skate away ladies!

Well yeah I don't do skating that much so I let her won. LOL

Around campus:

I always love this place at night - the colours! :)

Difference doesn't mean you can't be same.

No pooping.

Elegant mode. Lovin the balance.

I rarely cooked real good dinner these days often masak meggi or instant soup with bread if malas mau masak but with Qilah staying with me mana la boleh kan kasi anak dara orang makan bende tak sehat so we had nasi ayam, nasi lemak and nasi tomato instead. Pasta for yesterday's lunch. Makan besoo punya especially nasi ayam. Nasi lemak memang paling terbaekkkkk pengubat duka lara rindu kampong halaman. 3 hari berturut-turut pegi tesco I bet if she stays abit longer she won't be any skinnier. Good thing innit? ;)

The saddest part is that I hafta scratch the All England event off from our weekend list cause I wanted to take her around to Warwick Castle and Cadbury World this weekend. Gotta refund the tickets back and truthfully I envy those who are going to NIA cheering up for Chong Wei LIVE starring staright at Taufik Hidayat or Pete Gade or Lin Dan (or tak kesah la sape-sape) for that matters. Tengok All England live was one of my dreams ever since in Year 6 tahuuuu? But no worries next year ada lagi, surely I gonna tag along. LIKE SUREEEEE-LY GONNA COME!! :DD Chong Wei you got me on your back next year ayee! ;P

So that's about it we spent our Friday night indoor at first mau hang out di Bar Fusion grab a cuppa but after dinner we both terbuntang kenyang makan nasi tomato lalu bermalas-malasan di bilik. Save up energy for tomorrow lah besok mau ke castle and DUNGEON! heeee. Looking forward for Warwick Castle Dungeon, last winter dah frust tak dapat ke London Dungeon. Updates comin up okayy? xx

GO CHONG WEI GO MALAYSIA ALL ENGLAND 2011!! *gelek-gelek*

Have a good weekend lovelies!

Warwick MNight 2011

2011-03-03T22:27:00.027+08:00

Finally baru nak update LOL! I owed you one long review for MNight, didn't I so here it goes! Sit back and spoon zupp guys cause this THIS gonna be a real complete review of what had happened for the past months and post MNight event :)

xxx

I may not know much bout other dance teams but as for us, we started ours as early as in Nov 2010 before the winter break started. That early uh? Yeah tell me about it the guys especially Menix and Kokdin were damn anticipated, honestly I won't have such ethusiasm as theirs but I seriously was amazed by their commitment they never failed to be there when nobody decided not to turn up. Really one of the reasons I survived attending the endless practices till the end was my group members' highly motivated spirit and superb teamwork they offered. Guess it's true when they said that dancing it's not just about getting the right step when you dance on the dance floor but rather, it's the enjoyment that each step brings you that matters most. :) Between laughters, dissapointments and crisis we had together along the way, I think I've found a tresure which I'll never encounter with if last year I decided to give up Sabahan dance and join Dikir Barat instead. LOL no offence dikirans but am sure friends from other groups would agree with me on the same basis as well, innit? :))

Now that you realize what MNight could offer you after so much petty stuffs and hard work involved would you care to join and perform for the next year's event? hahaha. Would you? ;P

*ha jawab kawan-kawannn* rofl.

18th February 2011 - Butterwoth Hall.

I shut-eye quite late the night before so I was pretty messed up knowing twas 8.15am when I woke up on that morning - we supposed to gather as early as 8 so yeah sorry Menix I left you mending the bamboos and shields all by yourself when we supposed to handle them together. Big day was here so everybody was busy rehearsing and dancing wherever they could just to ensure everything gonna end well later at night. You walked past stairs, you'd see joget people rehearsing, you went up stage you'd see dikirians practicing, you went back stage, you'd see Keegan depressing LOL but one place where you'd see people singing, scrabbling tattoos all in fun was in our dressing room haha. Paling relax like nothing happened. Really we spent they whole day in there and out of 15 hours we had before our performance at 9pm, I think we only utilized 2 hours or so for practicing the jumping part hahahaa. Itu pun lepas messed up during the last rehearsal then only we knew we gotta do something about it. Above all I JUST LOVE OUR DRESSING ROOM super cool and spacious you knowww! rofl. Ada piano lagi haha. Uber cool like artist's dressing room. Even better I think ;P So situ la kami rolled around, tattoo-ing, makan and got ready before the prime time started.

Just after we finished the last rehearsal, Charo went to fetch Valen coming all the way from Sheffield. Too bad Ana couldn't be here as well or else it'd had been better! Besides the piano and spacious-ness factors, I think I like our room more cause it's just next to the kicthen. Bila makan sampai ja kami terus pegi ambil haha. No lining up baby! x

The Performance:

I bet all of us would go jumpy and nervous when you know your turns coming up next right? So did us. Nah don't mention bout sudden stomach ache and stage fright just name it we had it ALL. When the mob scene (from the play) ended, I know soon enough it'd be our turn peforming after the fan dance. Because the guys si Landon, Menix, Kokdin, Dan and Rui Zhe were all involved in the last scene so when they burged in in hurry to change the costumes and stuff I was like "fark suda habis play ka damnnnnit it's our turn lepas niiii....." so kalut-kalut dressed the guys up with their apa tu long cawat and accesories. Dalam hati cuak macam mau mati >______<

Twas almost 900 audiences attending (or was it 1000 tickets sold?) and really it wasn't a JOKE. My flatmates were there too :l Malu doww if salah lompat buluh jatuh tergolek depan depaaa. Enough with the Sensation traumatic issue they were there and I was never gonna mention bout MNight ever again after the incident :( If you go on stage you buat cincai-cincai memang next year no one gonna come to the event dah so indeed the pressure was there, right under our noses and twas effing intense. annoying. I mean what if I tripped on the bamboos and face falls flat hittin the stage? Wouldn't it be OUCHSOME? What if we mess the jumping part up or what if we finish the dance too early before the music stops? :OO Blimey, there were too many what ifs dancing in my head when I was at the back stage waiting for the fan dance to finish theirs. =.="

Lets cut the story short and watch this video shall we? heeeee. Sorry the size is too big to be uploaded here tho. But anyway anyone can just watch it from facebook I've put it on everyone-can-view-setting :DD

I wish we could record the madness just after we finished the dance really. MADNESS. I mean for real did that just happened?? We just jumped? All.of.us.jumped.and.no.one.fell? hahahaha. Pumped up babyy, we nailed it. Hard to believe but deyyum twas really happened. Well surely it ain't a big fuss if you compare with those in youtube videos but for beginners like us, that was such an achievement indeed. We started with nothing from the bottom to the top but we managed to pull things out till the end despite the embarassing failures during every each rehearsal we had. Some said we danced boring, so we made it interesting. Some said we took too much time preparing for the jumping part so we cut it short and jumped on 8 instead. At the end, everything we had been practicing for was paid off :) We didn't hope it'd be perfect but enough if it's ain't boring and we ended well. and we did :))))

I didn't know why but I found every performance on that big day was all superbly ass kickin including the play, which was kinda contrasting really. I was there when they had their earlier rehearsal and frankly speaking if I'm gonna be audience later at night with the same play performance, I'd think it's not gonna worth paying. Perhaps cause I was anticipated seeing lotsa people coming and supporting or perhaps cause they are just inevitably good! XD Plus with lighting, make-ups and all it made our night more than just real! You are free to dispute but no doubt we own the best MNight in UK ever! hahaha.

May I play:

Fan Dance:

Sabahan Dance:

Jojet Team:

Kompang & Dikir Barat:

Whole MNight 2011 crew :DD

See, awesome kann? bwahaha! xx

I had fun, you? :)

Photos from:

Ain

Nancy

Shahril

Nad

Phani

Lee Jul

bff's vacation

2011-03-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Can't wait to have Aqilah Rozhan in here!!! LOL

I'll update later! xx

I want you back :"(

2011-02-27T10:29:00.004+08:00

Nasib malang selalu je menimpa bila time nak happy. Jumaat 2 3 hari lepas lepas dating agent rumah di Coventry, HTC aku lesap. Ye lesap bukan Lemsip atau hamsip. LESAP.

Aku prasan takde bile otw balik cari-cari tak jumpe dalam beg, macam eh?? :OOOOO

Lucu. Jalan buat lawak doow. SEBAB SUMPAH TAK LAWAK! =.=" *godek beg lagi sampai terkeluar isi-isi perot*

Tapi cari-cari takde jugak. Sah la tertinggal mane-mane. Nak cakap orang copek memang takkan sebab aku sumbat lam bagpack. Kalo nak curik mesti prasan...kan?

Ingat punya ingat baru la teringat yang last aku sentuh henfon tu mase nak isi borang kat ofis agent rumah, sebab utama aku bawak kua henfon aku tak ingat no sendiri. Mase tu around jam 3 kot, ofis tutup jam 4. So bile aku try kol ofis, takde orang jawab sebab maybe semua dah balik kerja. Kalo btol aku tertinggal sana mesti Wayne or mane-mane pekerja housing tu prasan dah kan? kann? Unless dia tak check belakang meja cause aku duduk blakang pc mase bawak kua henfon tu. Mase try kol no Three, idop lagi. Alahai sayu je hati dengar bunyi tutt tuttt tuttt tak berangkat :( Lalu sms si Rosie aunty yang tolong tunjuk rumah mase viewing dengan harapan die tolong carikkan besok (hari ini).

Jam 9.30am tadi dari uni terus ke ofis tu nak gi amek henfon. Punyalah cuak pasal try kol dah masok voice message. Midnight semalam bunyik lagi. Battery habes kot, konon nak sedapkan hati :l Pegi ofis, ade manager dia je then dia carik-carik pastu TAKDEEEEEEEEE!! Alahamak rase nak cepok diri sendiri jee sebab tak dapat jumpe henfon. Sumpah cuak risau wooh. Bukan risau pasal henfon tapi risau pasaii contract nak kene bayau bulan-bulan tuuh! >.<" Then dia cakap nanti dia tanya pekerja dia yang ade semalam kot-kot lau nampak or tersimpan kan. Dia assured nak kol on Monday kestau balik macam mane and I was like........seriously I hope there's some good news waitin for me :l PLEASE LA SAPE SAPE TERJUMPA, TOLONG LA SIMPAN KAN UNTIL MONDAY :(

Walau aku slalu buat confession aku bencik touch screen tapi itula henfon paling modern penah aku ade. Walau tak sehebat Iphongg Fo brader Epal aku tetap sayang dia. Walau dia tak support game sangat aku tetap download and install lalu main tiap-tiap malam before tido. tsskkk. Now dah 11/2 hari takde, sedih la plak jadinye... At least kalo tau ade orang simpankan buat sementara waktu, takde la lara sangat hati ni merana dek bimbang kan cek mek molek tu...

Dear God dear Lord I hope She's sound and safe I wish I pray somebody keep it for me that She'll be alright for the time being :((

Doakan saya jumpa dia balik :(

pre-MNight 2011

2011-02-18T07:27:00.003+08:00

HE HAA HE HAAA!!

LOL I know it's been awhile, been busy with our MNight preparation that I spent the whole reading week wasted :P *alasan semata-mata*

Okay mari kita alih bahasa since it's MNight we're talking about so saya mau guna bahasa kebangsaan yeah! :))

MNight this year special sikit sebab ada Anggalang Magunatip (Sabahan Dance) hahahaha albeit the main thing that makes it different is the Rock It Out event :P Ini tahun (1st year saya join MNight) saya masuk team sabahan dance with the other 9 awesome people *rockin* Ha mana dapat bamboos sama costumes? Itu kami sewa dari Nusantara people di UK, kos jangan tanya mahai wehhh! haha. Tahun depan tak tau la Paul mampu biaya bende yang sama or tak, depends on how we gonna perform tomorrow la kot. But so far, I definitely think we're doing good :)

Antara Menu MNight 2011:

1) Chinese Fan Dance

2) Anggalang Magunatip *hee ha hee haaa!*

3) Hip Hop & Modern dance

4) Bollywood dance *fuhh panasss*

5) Joget *jojettt!*

6) Dikir Barat

7) Play (May I)

Too bad saya takde vids untuk semua dances cause usually everytime rehearse memang tade mase nak snap gambau apetah lagi na rakam video. But I can guarantee you all these definitely gonna be awesome aweeesoomeee performances! hahaha gila excited sudah ni. Untuk para jejaka, sila la tengok bollywood dance wehoo wehoooo hot doww Priya, Farah and apa tu sorang lagi budak cina menari muahaa. Tutup mata si Charo tengok LOL!

Jojet pun superb saya tabik spring sama Kak Dell the chereographer jojet this year memang gempak. I mean I barely believe si Higuain boleh menari (bapak jahat haha) tapi with her steps kan memang semua mantop mantopp belakee! Tadi mase final rehearsal ade orang tepi saya cakap, "Eh bole menari rupanye si Ain tu.." hahaha identiti dirahsiakan :P But truly joget sangat light & enjoy. Memang jauh beza la ngan bamboo dance, takde lompat-lompat angkat skirt cuma bouncing sajee :DD

Dikir barat.? Well dikir barat saya tak mau komen banyak sebab memang da terbukti the best. Warwick MSA memang da feymes seantero UK dengan dikir barat team, itu bukan sangkalan lagi. Lau tak caye try tanye budak Bristol or Manchester or Kelantan for that matters, sure dorang angguk punye :) *takbur gilee kan? rofl*

Saya tak mau sentuh banyak pasal play, awak awak bole baca kat sini, blog mr shahril. But roughly it's about dilemma 13th May, racial crisis between the 3 races. Last year pasal Hang Li Po, tahun ni kasi panas main sentimen kaum sikit. hahaha

Okay saya mau settle head gear si Landon ni dulu, till now bye byee! :D I'll keep ya updated for tomorrow's event okayy? ttfn.

MNight Warwick 2011

21st and counting :)

2011-02-11T00:02:00.016+08:00

Little gems that had brighten my 21st birthday :)

Thanks for everything buddies! xx

:B

2011-02-10T03:21:00.002+08:00

Got tonnes to tell but but later la kayh? xx

hurrah.

2011-02-03T13:54:00.003+08:00

Reaching 6.00am, don't dare to sleep for I might end up missing Oracy and Culture seminars at 9am. Well Oracy is optional tho *hahaha* if Culture mati la if attendance ada telur ayam =.=" Suda la si Lynette kedekut marks lagi tuu. Anyway, this week has been a major torment with Culture's assignment writing about SLA principles and audiobilingual approach exluded pages of bilingualism journals for seminar. The toughest assignment so far I'd say. Minus anything that called SLA. Ain't it suppose to be CULTURE & CITIZENSHIP and why the endless readings of language revitalization I was like "Whad-de-heck is this Culture or Socio am I studying right now?" ugh ugh thanks for being so thoughtful Lynette, thanks for the bilingualism reading and all...

Well am not gonna waste an entry talking bout those stuffs so yeah :) Now that assignment finally submitted I really gotta arrange a sweet date this weekend with bff for movies or dining out somewhere nice since since my birthday's just around the corner. Yayy! :DD You might wanna have a peek at my wishlist for February (in caseee you're interested :p) but it's more like a tradition for me making one, prolly for self-satisfaction cause at the end of the day I'll end up not getting any of those anyway LOL

I-Wish List :)

a) Sushi all-you-can-eat-day *been craving for it*

b) vintage drap cardigan. or coral orange. or black.

c) macaroonsss!!!

d) Accesories. of any kind

(but I have one in mind - long necklace with paris chain)

e) New jackets. new sweaters.

f) Freedom of being 21 *is that really exist? LOL*

g) Lipo suction treats. *needed most fyi*

that's for now and more to come I suppose.?

But if God fulfills only one wish per year I'd go for losing weight. Oh no that's fictional (forever not gonna happen) Think I'd wish for having another 3 more options. tehee, wiser kann? :) Either wishing on birthday-day or ordinary weekends seems like it doesn't make any difference anymore (had it?) cause yeah, I usually wish tonnes everyday...

All I want for birthday are

coffee,

laughter

and

serenity.

Izzit to much to ask? :(

Oh Muhyiddin tolong laahh...

2011-01-31T08:34:00.003+08:00

Hati saya tak tenang. Bukak new tabs pasal assignment berlambak-lambat tapi tak terbaca sebab bimbangkan kawan-kawan & nasib rakyat Malaysia kat Egypt. Bukan nak kata saya ni over concern tak bertempat tapi really saya risaukan keselamatan mereka. Terbaru saya baca news pasal keengganan Muhyiddin untuk membawa balik students kita dari sana, katanya buat masa ni takde keperluan untuk berbuat sedemikian. WHADDAEFF? Govt UK, India and USA dah hantar pesawat, jet pejuang untuk selamatkan rakyat depa kita boleh dok buat statement macam tu. Alahai rasa macam nak cabai mulot manis awak Pak Yassin. *Sabau-sabau*

Tapi sesungguhnya saya tak paham kenapa awak enggan beri bantuan kepada pelajar kita disana dan saya bukan lah hanya seorang yang berfikiran sedemikian. Beribu-raban ibu bapa dan rakyat Malaysia lain lagi berpendapat yang sama. Agaknya nak tunggu ade yang mati kena tembak dulu baru sebok nak hantau kapal dagang jong inai jet pejuang ke sana eh? PLEASE SAYA HARAP AWAK CONSIDER BALIK KEPUTUSAN ITU...sob sobsss.

Kawan-kawan saya ada disana dan NYAWA MEREKA BUKANLAH MAINAN WANG ATAU POLITIK SEMATA-MATA.

Nasib Egypt.

2011-01-31T05:54:00.006+08:00

Jadi baiklah saya tulis entry betul. Dot dot bawah tu saje je tade keje tadi.

Honestly saya baru tahu pasal apa jadi di Egypt beberapa jam yang lalu. Since 2 3 hari lepas da ade senior-senior tweets di Twitter pasal Mubarak and riots semua tapi ingatkan semata-mata pasal politik so saya tak ambil pusing sangat. Tapi tup-tup keadaan jadi makin parah and things are getting uglier than ever now. Macam darurat zaman komunis dulu-dulu, makanan dicatu, tableh keluar rumah, letrik dipotong. Dan update terbaru dari seorang rakan thru blogspot berkata:

"assalaamu'alaikum..azizi,

tadi baru dpt call seorang kakak thn 4,

dia kata skg mmg 24 hrs xblh keluar rumah.

kalau nk beli brg2 or mknn kene mintak tlg ikhwah/mushrif yg telah ditetapkan utk setiap rumah belikan.

and mana2 akhawat yg duk sorg2 kene pegi duk rumah org lain.

and pasal banduan and rompakan tu, polis pesan kat diorg supaya xbnyk guna lighting sgt.supaya nmpk mcm rumah tu xde org.sbb polis suspek perompak akan target rumah student malaysia."

MasyaAllah :l Agak-agak kalau kita perempuan sorang-sorang trap sana apa jadi agaknya? :O Seriously saya harap kerajaan kita evacuate Malaysian students cepat-cepat. Of course it will take time cause I've heard that airport pun kena bakar tadi petang but at least mari lah kita sama-sama doakan keselamatan sahabat-sahabat kita disana.

I read this on Facebook, for those who don't have any idea about what's happening in Egypt now, you might wanna click here.

p/s: WHY POLITICIANS IN MALAYSIA CAN'T BE ONE AND STOP POINTING FINGERS TO ONE ANOTHER BUT TRY TO FIND INITIATIVES TO HELP OUR STUDENTS IN EGYPT INSTEAD.? heh.

dot.dot

2011-01-31T05:06:00.000+08:00

Hi.

....

Bye.

keep calm and carry on :)

2011-01-25T08:13:00.007+08:00

This is just one random pop out entry that I didn't even think of to write one LOL

Suddenly got no mood for bloody Oracy. heeeh

I know it's been a hectic week these few days or month if that matters, for most of us. Double the hectic-o-meter for those MSA people and choreographers and yeah add up with assignments, tests, seminar works etc it feels like barely able to breathe, life's sorta messed up with too many stuffs to do within so little time left. Should've seen my room and how I organized myself over the past weekend, I bet you'll mistaken roomy for kilang sampah >.<"

and I'm yet to finish my Oracy assignment, which is for now I really couldn't be bothered at all HAHA too bad sorry Peter but yeah screw that I'm soo not into writing academic stuff tonight! HOOOH :B

Okay tamau cakap banyak all I wanna say is that...

IT ALWAYS FEELS GOOD TO BE SURROUNDED BY LOVABLE FRIENDS WHO CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH YOUR HEART OUT EVEN WHEN YOU'RE ALL STRESSED UP :))

Yeah I know attending practices could somehow be troublesome especially when they take up most of my leisure time but hey, that's when I have fun laughing at silly things, jumping like I'll never gonna fall off and dance like nobody else's effing business :DD You could, if you want to, have fun instead of feeling like being forced to come by just letting your positive vibes out and stay positive at all the time! Well at least up to 3 4 hours till the practices end LOL

I used to have this kind of notion like "ugh! I got practice today it's 3 hours in a row hafta walk to Westwood and awesome I got tonnes of works to do don't feel like going :l" and yeah that was what I got - boredome, tiredness and no fun. Well wise man always says, "Don't wish it was easier, wish you were better!" :) Just take chances in everything you do, stay optimistic and with God's will, you'll be just awesomee!

I owe my B.ED Tesl friends so much for making my days special and of course, cheers to my new comrades Charo (ini ayam lama haha), Menix, Low, Dan, Landon, Rui Zhe, Hui Ern, Michelle & Nad (ayam lama jugaa :P) for making the 3 hours practice we have each day super fantabulous! :D

: Neck excercise recommended by Low, bagus untuk pinggang katanya hahaha :

: Awak-awak urang asli :P :

: Ini before kami kena halau practice tanpa kebenaran hahaha! :

MNight 2011 wohoooooh! *patriotik tiba-tiba*

We'll find the way.

2011-01-21T04:57:00.008+08:00

Even if you tried to keep yourself busy and all packed up trying not to bother bad thoughts and people around you, sometimes you can't run away from being fucked up and feeling all alone. You keep denying but sooner or later the feeling still comes you just can't. You think by running all the way from Westwood to your place seeing only dark clouds and shining moon it will soothe your heart out though needless to say you did feel way lot better after making a call to Malaysia talking to your parents.

But you can't always bug people with your problems or randomly scroll down your directory calling your friends telling how sucks your day is you can't expect they are forever free for that, can you.? On the first thought I'd think talking to Dad is the most comforting solution, or perhaps calling someone you called bffs would be helpful but then again you can't always be dependable on others they have their own practices to attend, assignments to be done and businesses to mend, no? :X

Awesome. Now it feels like you're a complete loner in the whole world. Nobody to talk to, have to keep up with things, restless you haven't done a thing for yourself, family isn't around to pat your shoulders and say, hang-on-there-and-keep-carrying-on but yeah, you forget that there'll always someone there for you to talk to. Someone whom you often forget when you have laughters and feel needed when you have tears.

Nature of a human being, we only seek help and guidance when we feel burdened and saddened. I don't say this is okay but true it's truee, we only seek Him when we're troubled, sicked and despaired. Aye, we keep forgetting things. We keep forgetting Him. In fact I did it too :l My last few steps before entering the hall, I remembered the Dhikr. (See how awful I was >.<") I might have walked myself hundreds of steps all the way from Westwood thinking how despaired I was and how bad my day had gotten but that was about it. The very few dhikr I said before getting myself into IH, they made a change. I felt refreshed. Relieved as if half of the burden finally been lifted away to the ground and pooff, they went missing :") If you ask me to explain I'd say I don't really know how to reason cause perhaps it's just in my mind but I'd rather to believe that maybe, it's a God's gift for those who remember & praise Him he'll offer you peace for souls and remain you directed in any circumstances :)

The Prophet reported what its Allah s.w.t had said: “That which remembers Me in itself, I will remember him in Myself. That which remembers Me in an assembly, I will remember him in a better assembly. ” [Quoted by Bukhârî]

I don't intend to say that hey you've gone a wrong way lets change cause I might have gone off to the wrong way either but it's good for us sometimes to share things and keep reminding one another. We're all busy with stuffs, aye I admit but perhaps in between lapses we could do dhikr so that we don't get too engaged and absorbed by the world activities and that when you get stress up, you know there's always someone there for you offering you strength. The simplest you could do when you're in the middle of hectic days is to put on some dhikr or nasyid in your mp3 player and listen to them. I prefer full volume :) You might be thinking aaahh what that's for I'm not into nasyid nor Islamic songs kind of type but blimey, we don't know when we gonna need them, we will but we can't tell when. If Adam Lambert, Kesha, MCR, Bruno Mars and Korean songs can make up your playlist so why can't them? :") Just few and they will cause you no harm, trust me. InsyaAllah it shall soothe your soul calm and indeed, to some extend it gives you the elixir for the day :)

You might have your own fave list but this is one of mine:

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on

You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Sometimes I know you know it feels like you are missing something deep within

you feel so far away from Him

that you are so much sinned.

Trust me, always turn for Him.

fizzle.

2011-01-17T05:59:00.002+08:00

First week of the second term and there it went. Poof! and I, awesome-ly stucked in here doing nothing. Should have written up those to-do list for weekends anyway, no matter how a rememberer oneself could be, sometimes, at the end of the day there'll always a thing left out undone.

The worse is yet to come. How would I suppose to catch up with everything.? :OO Gah hectic days are coming soon, MNight practice etc. But at least I know it's gonna be fun, surely :DD

Just as I thought, first week and body clock is somehow made improvement. Not in a good way am afraid :l Well yeah albeit I managed to get my eyes shut after 1 or 2, often at 4 to 7 I'd wake up with no help of alarm. When clock stroke to 8, I'll fall asleep again. That answers why I was late for SLA. and moreee if it goes on continues >.<"

and oh speaking of which, I sorta loathe our seminar sessions for the entire week, don't really have exact reason but prolly cause the rooms for this term are somehow less spacious and ain't ideal for discussions.? Izzit just me who feel seminars are dead boring and more or less like a lecture.? hmm. First week and everything is being a bitch now, awesome huh? :OO Connection am talking about, freakin slow it almost made me cracked up. at least not just me. heh

I know sometimes people need humours and day off from something but why everything hafta be in facebook? Don't you think it's just too much dramas in one place.? You might wanna consider having twitter or blogspot if you haven't had any. AND MAKE IT PRIVATE.

ttfn.

term 2 starts!

2011-01-10T09:51:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for Week 6 to come.

READING WEEK!!

hahahahaha :DDD

So soon kan? :P

Alrightoo lecture starts at 10am besok nakiah. JAM 10.

Bukan 11am or 9am, savvy? :)

xxx

Monday sucks

but yeah wish everyone

a good start! :)

best tak best kalau flatmates korang pulang.

2011-01-08T04:42:00.003+08:00

Memang bagos kalau uni ade orang, tak la sunyi macam jirat cina tapi bila dipikir-pikir balik ade jugak yang kurang umphh nya seperti...

TAK BEST SEBAB:

1) Bila mana waktu puncak around jam 6.30pm ke atas kitchen mesti ramai orang. Tak tambah dengan budak luar merangkap kawan kepada flatmates korang lagi. Baru balik uni lepas 2 bulan tak jumpa, paling paling pun kena buat little gathering kat kitchen catchup stories makan spagethi. Bila dah ramai kena la take turn memasak omaigot sorang sorang masak bukannya macam rebos air panas sekejap. Huaaa. Now aku dalam waiting list tunggu cooker since 8pm. Nasib baik ada roti boleh makan buat alas perot. dan GoGo.

2) Tak paham apsal baru balik uni dorang berebot nak buat laundry. Basoh baju kat rumah la wehh tu pon nak kene ajau ke? Haiyaa. Nak buat laundry pun kene take turn jugak. 1 pusingan mesin usually takes up prolly bout 45mins, drying 50 mins. Bayangkan kalau kau teralpa termiss 1 minit dan dan orang potong queue kaw. Hah. Nak menunggu lagi 2 jam.? Hawau.

3) Tengok mat salleh minah salleh tarik luggage masuk uni memang best, itu bermakna uni sudah kembali berisi, yang kaw tak keseorangan lagi. Tapi tapii perlu di ingatkan bahawa pulang nya penduduk Worik bermakna lectures dan skolah akan bermula tak lama lagi. Tak lama lagi. Tak lama lagi. Gah annoying kan? :l

4) Flatmate first balik kaw akan excited gila-gila nak mampos sebab boleh godek story cuti winter & new year. Dalam kes haku orang itu ialah Simon, Luke & Chu Young. Tapi bila semua yang lain dah balik mati nak tanya 'How was your holiday?" to each and everyone. Tak tanya kan nanti macam awkward pulak sebab memang flatmares aku memeng suka bercerita. If sorang ambil masa 10mins nak describe what he spent over the past 3 weeks, bayang kalau kaw ada 12 flatmates (well minus 3) dalam uni. Mampos. Nak selamat masak time kitchen sunyi dan simpan meals lam bilik sampai jam 2am baru basoh pinggan hauhau.

5) Reason paling simple is that makin ramai balik makin cepat tissue toilets habes. hmmph.

santa must have been missing me :)

2011-01-06T22:50:00.023+08:00

Jan 4th was dissapointing, so went the 5th (tho packages arrived in loads) and today finally it's here I've been hugging it ever since got collected from the post room this evening :DDDDD

Bet you know what thing am talking about ayee? :)

It's been everywhere in fb, all around twitter and up about skype; me bugging on the same thing over and over. Sorry bout that tho, can't resist LOL. Now that the thing is here, lets dig it out! Lets! Lets! *dancing*

04/01/11

That red squared mail box definetly sucked. So yeah nothing for me. Skip.

05/01/11

Woke up with a real good feeling. I just knew it's gonna be the day. Hit late morning shower and went down euphorically. Guess what? I got plenty!! HAHAHA.

See these:

Santa must have been missing me that bad hee, jackpott! XD

Little cards to big boxes. Can't just tellya how surprising the excitement was! :DD

What's in here? Throw me your best guess :)

Unwrapped the tiny one to biggy boxes, but but..nothing fancy my eyes I was expecting something more, something extra special. Just...none :(

Guess afterall, it wasn't my day huh? :l

Wednesday went dull after that. I hibernated till midnight.

06/01/11

Not hoping much, yesterday taught me a lesson - never let yourself attached to a thing, learn to let go *eceh* =.=" Woke up at 12 thanks to the noisy drills and hammering coming from Rootes construction area, I slept well yeh. Took a glance at the mobile twas 12.02pm. Should I or should not? What if it'll never arrive? Won't that be more dissapointing? Well trying is better than nothing so yeah straight from bed, with blanklet, I ran down. Was hoping there wasn't any but got 2 instead. Perhaps just perhaps, this time, with a brighter luck. Dragged ass to shower and walked myself to post room *finger crossed*

Something special worth waiting for, no? :)

Big hurray for the patience, and disenchanted no moreeee.!

Sugarcanes of the day! *waveee*

Abah's handwriting. He used to write me letters using anakanda ayahanda and those of archaic words when I was in Form 1. Back then I'd hide away upon reading em, but now am wanting those moments moree! Miss him, damn bad.

I WANT TO HUG YOU ABAHHHHHH :"(

From Kay Tee all the way to UK, I'd die for these little diamonds:

Sikit punya besar 'Malaysia' tu kann? ahaa

Live stock for 2011. I won't die starving I suppose :)

and my fave sweater too! Weather's getting warmer and guess it's time for sweater's on, flauxy's down. Don't feel like buying new as yet so this one is so gonna be the best sweater ever.

So random but it's true, they don't have agar-agar in Tesco. They don't even know what agar-agar is, do they? :OO

So, Azil, amacam? :)

I drink this like running water, so yeah, they are so gonna tagging along :)

You have no any idea how happy I was to see theseeeee!! hahahaha. Summer you'll get yours soon! XD

Souveniers just in case I got another HOST call. Is that possible.? ahahaa

if nope then kasi Marcos, Thad and Carl. Savvy! :DDD

I skyped while opening those boxes, talked to Dad and sista tho too bad, Mom wasn't there :( It's just feel great to talk to em while rapping the brown wrapper, feels like you're mom's lil Bobbie got your first christmass pressie and they watched you smiling. You know the fact that you are thousand miles apart you can't get a hug but blimey seeing those faces you missed most just gonna make your day.

I MISS THEM SO BAD........

I got them something from here as well, something usual but hope they find it special :) Handbag for Mom, shirt & pyrites gold for Dad (grabbed this when I was at Wareham), more shirts for big bro and sistas, perfumes for elder sista, bits of chocolates and of course, pink tee and Blair's headbands for Cenna heartbeat. Others hafta wait am afraid, wait till I come back this coming July aye? :)

Accidentally dropped my heart in it, now all over falling from head to toe for home. hee

Boxes with loves.xx

Room all meesed up when I sorted out parcels last night. Wrapping was fun! :B

Eh? haha. Didn't mean to buy these on the first place tho. Only that one night when I was browsing thru some sites I saw the freakin awesome cut off discounts. You know better I can't handle this no? Forgive me but can't resist! Why yellow green not striking red? Easy, sebab tu ja offer! HAHA

Nancy it's your turn now you can curse me like tomorrow's the last day we'll ever met :l

What else could I say?

JULY COMES HERE REAL QUICK! ^^

murid-murid, sapa mau balik angkat tangan.? *rolling*

Rindu mak,

rindu abah,

rindu big bro and sistas,

rindu Cenna,

rindu kembang (kuceng)

Rindu Malaysia

('')*

sape kate ganu dok rox? haha

2011-01-05T08:39:00.007+08:00

Bosang nok mapuh. Dok tahu nok wak nape. Orang laeng ade gok hok wak esaimeng tapi malang ni aku tak dok muk nok nulih. Nok bace buku lagi lah. Rawr rawr. Wase ngatok mate pong ade gop, padahal baru puko 12.43 malang. Kalu kire awa lagi tuh *yawnn*

Arinie rama hok maeng poh status nombo kat fesbuk, best memang best tapi bile rama sangat hok beratur nunggu dalang inbox buleh kire saket jiwe jugok ah haha. Sek baek gera aku tutok doh, lege legee. Kepade sape-sape hok inbox nombo tu tenkiu deh sebak joing sekaki, kalu ade kesok ati dok leh nok wak nape sebak aku tuleh nape hok aku rase je :B

Doh la bosang lapo wase nok makang pulok. Sumbak la tobak pong. Nok GoGo kol 1 doh, delivery mesti tutop. Megi ade je tapi dok wase nok pulok. Perok mitok ayang goreng je, haih demang demang. Kalu buleh ayang grill Mike pong buleh kire puah ati doh ni haha.

Ni percubaang nok mapuh aku tuleh blog bahase ganu kali pertame. Wase tringin plok, sokmo aku kechek klatang je. Padahal aku ni pure anok jati ganu. Berak nanang goh lupe daratang bahase sniri. Dok ape lepah ni aku banyokkan entri dalang bahase ganu la plok, macang menarik. Dok pong klatang. Gilir-gilir la kot, take tung orang kate, baru adil. Tapi kalu wase dok pahang tu ambe mitok maah la dulu sebak memang kene translate sniri dok leh nok wak nape. Ni kire inisiatif sdiri nok blajo bahase ganu la ni :))

Ni latihang ujong minggu, hafal sapa mutoh ija. hahaha

TERENGGANESE

malang ni aku lapo la tobak pung,

lepah makang megi aku makang kepuk lok.

aku makang ngan saeng.

makang megi kari.

lepah makang megi aku makang koktel pulok doh.

koktel expired date doh.

ini adelah percubaang katang aku.

naseb baik aku suruh saeng makang sekali.

kalu aku sakik peruk maknenye seang aku pung sakik peruk gok ah..

hebak dok aku?

sekarang ni aku puah doh online tapi dok leh tido lagi.

pulah doh duk kelih blog orang laing.

berase nok tulih kat blog sendiri la pulok.

menatang sungguh aku duduk pah lengoh kaki.

berase nok berlari pak kali pak seratuh

jangan ingat ko selamat disini

2011-01-04T03:12:00.008+08:00

Jadi sebelom bukak buku buat assignments jadi budak nerd pakai spek tebal mari la kita mencarut sedas dua kat blogsepott nih.

Sukanya hati bukan kepalang bile tau Simon dah balik yehoo wehoo macam nak pegi gelek-gelek je depan dia semalam bila sembang di kitchen. Dah 2 hari (or was it 3?) hidop aku diselubungi misteri & ketakotan masuk midnight je rase seriau seriau tingkap kene tutup rapat, pintu kunci ketat-ketat pastu pasang lagu kuat-kuat. Ha ko jangan ingat dok obersea takde hantu macam kat Malaysia mane-mane ade je bende tu cume nampak tak nampak jee. Kalo yang rase dok Uni of Worik in campus aku kasi option untuk stop bace, gi basoh jamban or kentalkan hati sikit buat-buat berani macam Badang scroll sambong bace bawah.

*Misteri Nusantara*

Aku tak tao la ape sejarah International House ni tapi bile dok sorang jam 2pagi masak supper sebab lapau kin seram sejuk juga la. Macam driving lalu tepi kubur jam doblas malam lampu jalan padam. Gitu la lebih kurang. Cuma paling-paling pon sini kalo takot ko takkan kua bilik lepas midnight. Tapi kalo burung hantu cam aku ni jam 1-4am tulah waktu puncak nak buat kerje so nak tanak memang kena stay up juga la.

Satu malam....

Mase tu exactly jam 3am. Aku tengah buat essay sociolinguistics konon-konon berkobar la nak siapkan malam tu jugak. Usually aku akan pasang hitz sebab aku paling anti suasana sunyi sepi. Kalau bangun jam 4pm memang dari 4pm sampai the next day la aku akan pasang hitz even club hitz jackman memang sumpah macam haram annoying sakit telinga. Kalo ko pasang hitz online 6 hours nonstop akan ada satu tahap connection dia stop tiba-tiba, sebab frequency jauh I suppose? Tak tao la orang lain macam tu ke tak but it happens to me like few times, kira immune sudah la kalo sedang buat kerja then dengan tidak semena-mena sunyi sepi. Satu kali ni jam 3am hitz stucked tapi sorta lama dari biasa. Aku try refresh banyak kali, still, sepi ni. Ha masa itula aku terdengar bunyi yang orang kate tidak enak untuk diceritakan.

Mau cerita ke dok?

Mau?

Tak mau?

Mau?

Cerita je lee kan dah alang-alang. Dipendekkan aku try la buat muke slumber santai acting macam aku la orang paling cool di dunie bunyi pelik pon takde haal tak takott. Mak aku pesan kalo dengar bunyi pelik-pelik jangan tegor, apekan lagi layan. So berbekalkan nasihat ibu tersayang aku kentalkan hati menaip sambil hati memaki caci hitz sebab stuck waktu gitu. Kalo rate jantong bole diukur sumpah aku rase mau nak meletop kedeboom jantong ni hah cuak tahap gaban weyhhh. Last-last aku kasi close hitz terus bukak media player, FULL VOLUME.

Kot la lagi rasa secure kan tapinya bunyi tu makin kuat woohh seriously aku rasa cam nak lari masuk bawah katil. Pikir 2X tak jadi pulak takott ade bende lain bawah tuu sedang tunggu :OOOO Time tu kekentalan jiwa dah -100 memang kalo orang cakap hi pon sure-sure aku pengsan terus lalu tanpa berlengah aku godek henpon daun nokia call abah kat mesia.

Nak tunggu reaching Malaysia tu punya la azab rase macam nak maki hamun HOI APSAL LEBARA LEMBAP BANGANG SANGATT AKU NAK MATI DAH NI AAAARGHH mau dekat seminit jugak pastu abah angkat woohhhh lega sesungguh!! =.="" Pelik pulak abah aku anak dia call tibe-tibe pastu tanya buat ape. haha. Dok kat tempat kerje la weh nakiahh wehh. Mase tu Tganu tak bukak skolah lagi so aku suruh adek aku on skype video call sampai ke pagi matahari terpacak atas kepale.

Tadi masuk dapor jumpa Simon tengah masak dinner so catchup stories pasal winter hols dia. Then bila dia mau beransur ke bilik dia tanya aku;

Nako why did you knock on my door last night I was sleeping after 2am.

Eh? *muka bingung* I didn't.

No I thought it was you cause I heard woman's voice on the hallway well its alright then if it wasn't you perhaps I was just dreaming or something..."

Diam dia lalu jalan terus masuk bilik.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF??!!

Aku harap dia mimpi je sumpah sumpah sumpah tuu bukan akuuuuuu.

Ever since malam tu kan lepas jam 2 am je mesti bunyi tu datang. Cuma kuat tak kuat ikot selere dia je. Masuk je jam 2am aku akan pastikan aku dah ready media player in case hitz cinabeng buat hal lagi. Sebelum ni tak pernah pulak nak seriau-seriau tapi lepas Ana Azman budak Sheffield datang sini pandangan aku terhadap bende-bende haloos ni serba sikit jadi membuak=buak pulak. Kawan dia pernah cakap hantu sini lagi scary than those in Malaysia sebab die bole nampak ade 6th sense so yeah kalo ade yang beranggapan bahawa tiada langsuir pontianak sini sila la fikir 2X ye kawan-kawan sekalian.

Well maybe takde kuntilanak sebab hantu sini di panggil banshee. Muahaaa :DD

Oh ya, dengar kata last-last year ada trajedi kematian di Claycroft ....

sing em your 2011 songs :D

2011-01-03T11:43:00.005+08:00

RULES:

#1 Compile all your song tracks (lagu raya, lagu tamil tibai ja masuk semua) in a playlist.

#2 Shuffle mode on

#3 For every name you have click next button and let the game starts! No matter how ridiculous the song is you can't violate the rule - be thruthful! :DD

1) Peter Brown:

Womanizer -Britney Spears

*speechless*

2) Abe Long:

Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer

*seriously? I don't mind really. HAHAHAHA*

3) Husna Muhammad:

Hysteria - Muse *cool wooh all time fave meh :D*

4) Faiz Arshad Abdullah:

When You're Gone - Avril Lavinge

*bha tak habes-habes emo hahaa!*

5) Noor Fadzillah:

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5

*gila layan juga ne*

6) Nurul Akmal:

Long Shot - Kate Perry

7) Ana Azman:

Last Resort - Papa Roach *rockin*

8) Huda Abdullah:

About A Girl - The Academy Is...

*eh? bukan korea?*

9) Mukul Saxena:

Mariam Ada Kambing - Lagu KBSR

*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!* senak perot woohh

10) Rinn Asri:

I Hate This Part - Pussycat Doll *LOLL*

11) Charo Summer:

Suasana Hari Raya

*hahahahaa WTF?! puasa pun belum :B*

12) Amnie Nini:

Ketahuan - Matta

*amik kau Indon segala*

13) Seongsook Choi:

Mama - MCR

*pehh sikit boleh tahan jua ni*

14) Faiez Ali:

Love Story - Taylor Swift :OO

*oh boy :O*

15) Erna Ramli:

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

*oh abe jason. HOST ok?*

16) Shahrilniza:

Izinkan Ku Pergi - Kaer AF5

*Mana mau pegi la der cuti winter suda habes class mau start da ni. HAHAHA*

17) Syzwani Nancy:

Takbir Raya

*omaigot ni kin menangis :l Syahdu wooh*

18) Mike Gamerholic:

Party in USA - Miley Cyrus

*gelek-gelek*

19) Sharifah Mahirah:

Over My Head - Sum 41

20) Norma Abdullah:

I Miss You - Blink 123

*ha sapa naa?*

21) Juek budak kerempeng: D

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

*kalau awak jantan saya nak kawen ngan awak laah muehee :D*

22) Idzni Dalila:

Hello Hello - Paramore

23) Aqilah Rozhan:

That's Not My Name *abes apa nama kaw?*

24) Akbar Max Fathi:

Mannequin - Katty Perry

*LOL all this while you're dummy? :B*

25) Ahmad Higuain:

Keabadian Cinta -Anuar Zain

*cilakak kaw Ain. ini rupanya*

26) Priya Anbu:

Holiday - Green Day *yeahh!*

27) Andy Davidson:

I'm Lost Without You - Blink 123

*without me ah? tehee XD*

28) Aini Muhammad:

Andai Ku Tahu - Ungu

29) Katak Weng Weng:

Musafir Di Hari Raya - S. Jibeng

*hahaha kenapa S. Jibeng? Ngam bha tu LOL*

30) Najwa Roslan:

I Want To Hold Your Hands - The Beatles

:))

xxx

1.1.11

2011-01-02T03:44:00.007+08:00

Tarikh arini semat gila kalah 12.12.12 tapi takde pulak orang nak kawen hari ni. Slalu artis nak glamer-glamer kawen tarikh pon kene repetitve. ceh. Nak kawen kawen jela tak payah la nak kasi aku jealous muahaa :D

Oh ya 2011 paling best sebab within those 356 days tu complete ada awesome college life, Ipoh JJ, Tesl family, travel-round-country, masa untuk met up ngan teman-teman lama, time untuk manja-manja ngan abah mak mintak ape je dapat heee sebab tak lama lepas tu nak fly & dalam 2010 jugak la impian nak study abroad termakbul. Alhamdulillah syukur banyak-banyak ;")

Hujan salji di negara omputih, hujan batu di negara sniri baik lagi negara sniri so yeah this 2011 antara hajat hati ialah nak balik rumah july 2011 lepas final nak puase raya kat rumah wehooo! tak sabau! :DD Dulu before fly punyalah muka kental hati nekad cakap kat abah tanak balik langsung sampai 3 tahun tapi tak sampai 1 minggu dok sini takdenye nak bajet kuat tak homesick muahaa tu semua tipu dusta belaka. Snow tak snow tu laen kira yang pasti nak balik jugak tahun depan yeahh! *ninja*

InsyaAllah umor panjang balik tanah air nak dating bebudak ni:

Yang ni dok UK same-same pon blom juga dating lagi LOL

notakaki: gah stress jugak la tunggu post room bukak. since 23rd dec lagi lama wooh. saya tunggu parcel dari Malaysia ni oh c'mon cepat la bukak mau collect parcel mak abah kasi tsk tssk.

Recap 2010 (Gaya cakap Juek muahaa :B)

2010-12-31T14:01:00.042+08:00

: 365 Days of Memoirs :

#1 Final Semester Foundation (Jan - May)

#2 Final Exam (May)

#3 Annual Dinner

#4 BTN baju sekolah woooh :D

#5 Pre departure Social Gathering (May)

#6 Ms TJ's wedding (June)

#7 Honeymoon & Reunions (July)

#8 Ramadhan (August)

# 9 Rayaaaaaa! woohoo! (September)

#12 UK Departure (October)

#13 Coventry - Present

xxx

2010 was awesome but 2011 shall be better! :)

skyping.

2010-12-30T13:34:00.002+08:00

Berbaloi tak tido arini, skyping with family sampai muntah tehee. Since 2am waktu sini sampai 7am muehee abah, mak, siblings take turn 1 jam sorang LOL. Then sistas lunch di dapur saya suruh dorg biar webcam on macam tu ja sebab nak tengok kucing kesayangan tido atas sofa :DD

Besok devil sista masuk college di Sg. Buloh (3rd college fyi banyak songeh kan makcik tuu? hahaha) so family off to KL till new year. Guess kena la skyping untuk 3 days terus before dapat tengok muka dorang lagi :)

Safe journey semuaaa! xxx

Less than 48 hours to go for 2011.

New resolution? Well um I'll think about it. haha

screw the angst Asia needs peace.

2010-12-28T04:09:00.004+08:00

Twas just a football match for God's sake people, kalah menang adat bertanding kot. In case you forget the fact that when you and your people suffered from tsunami disaster years ago we came with warm hearts and spent billions and billions ringgit helping you out and now hate Malaysia.? duhh.

After all we're the only Muslim countries in the Southest Asia. Does it worth fighting with the same people you share your religion with.?

"Indonesians hate Malaysians, North Koreans hate South Koreans, Chinese hate Taiwanese, Indians hate Pakistanis... Dear Asian friends, where's the love?"

*sigh.

C'mon people grow up would ya?

happy born day little trifle sponge! :)

2010-12-26T07:55:00.010+08:00

July 2008

Minggu Orientasi:

Alya punya room mate budak BM. Jadi saya assume room mate saya amek course BM jugak. 2 hari saya sangka room mate saya budak PPSMI. Bila jumpa sesi LDK, saya terlopong. Betol lah orang cakap malu bertanya tersalah orang.

Kami satu kelas. TESL B.

Masa tu muka semua macam budak-budak maen lastik burung lagi. Pakai seluar atas pusat kain senteng singkat. Prabu cakap lompat kami lompat, disuruh meniarap kami meniarap. Budak hingusan kata orang. Muka seposen macam budak sekolah menengah tunggu result PMR.

Yang ni macam budak form 6 atas. LOL

Husna Mohammad bukan jenis koyak kertas pastu campak merata-rata. Bangun tidur cadar mesti kejang bantal kemas bersusun. Semester pertama malu jugak lah nak tunjuk tebiat semulajadi bangun lambat, meja bersepah, kerja tak buat sebab room mate saya ni rajin gilaa kott. Memang padan la dengan title bekas Ketua Pelajar SHAH. Perfectionist woot wooot! Sepatotnya kitorang elect dia jadi KU pertama Tesl kan kann and strett sambung sampai abes foundation. muehee :D

Macam enggang dengan pipit, dia suka kaler ungu saya suka kaler gothic. Kalau pergi Selma mesti dia suka order nasi goreng cendawan dengan jus oren. Bila bab assignments saya stay up tak tido malam dia chillex je tido lena sebab semua dah settle. haha. See the difference tahap teras mantel bumi? :) Selalunya dia la motivasi untuk saya buat kerja sebab semua benda dia siap awal.

Setahun bersama (eceh macam pakwe makwe tehee) kami share secret same-same. Bila makan sambil bersembang boleh terlajak berjam-jam. Dia suka kancil merah saya suka orang Kelantan. Banyak cerita kami kongsi especially pasal family, kawan & bfs. Tapi lagikan lidah boleh tergigit inikan taulan sebilik ada masa kami masuk rehab juga. Ada satu hari kami tak bercakap sebab takde sape nak mulakan perbualan so buat laah hal masing-masing sampai malam. Dua-dua ego tanak cakap padahal mata maen intai-intai kot cermin tengok masing-masing buat apa. Bila kantoi baru la gelak malu tak terkata macam budak-budak retard. Mutual silence, kami special sebab orang lain takdeee :DD

Saya selalu rasa down sebab bila dia sedih saya hanya mampu bagi pinjam bahu sama telinga je nak bermadah pujuk memujuk saya tak berapa nak master. Padahal bila saya sedih dia selalu kasi motivation kaw-kaw macam jampi buat saya happy balik. Ada sekali saya rasa terok gila sebab tak jadi roommate yang baik pastu tulis surat chenta senyap-senyap selit atas meja study then lari-lari keluar bilik sebab malu bila dia baca haha macam cilakak jee.

Sebab birthday dia 26th Dec so last year jatuh masa cuti sekolah. Wish pun through mobile je and hadiah kena mail. This year, still musim sekolah tapi extra special sebab tengah snow and bukan di Malaysia tapi UK yeayyyy! :)

To little Sapphire:

20 years ago God gave a gift to the world when you were born; a person who loves and cares, who sees the best in every person she knows, who sacrifies times on others rather than herself, who encourages people and lifts them up, who touches each lifes she enters and makes a different in the world. I may not be able to return the price of our friendship nor to offer you what your heart desires most, but deep within, may the love you have shown to others return to you multiplied and wish you all the great things in the whole universe. Thanks for walking in when others walked out.

Another year is added no you're not getting older, just getting better! :)

Bon anniversaire love! xxx

Always,

-nako-

my 25th dec.

2010-12-25T13:19:00.003+08:00

While one whole world celebrates 25th with Christmassy dinner & Santa sneaking into houses leaving gifts, this year, it could be the biggest day for someone. The wedding.

Back when we were total nuisance, Christmas day was when we had a day out by ourselves, just us, had a ride on the bus, lunch at Pizza Hut, went to Hock Kee Seng, spent some money and got back by the evening. Twas fun, especially when you were 12 and you didn't know how to order a pan of a pizza in English. haha. It's always been a bonding time, often hang out with siblings and cuzzies. Every year, in Dec, I'd always been waiting for the 25th. Not for Christmas, but for our bus ride to town.

This year 25th might be a lil bit different, no bus ride, nor pan pizza, but a marriage. and I'm not there for my fave cuzzie's wedding. Saddening, yeah that is. But we skyped though. Home fulls with everyone! :") The chatters, the laughters. Aaah how I wish am the other side of the screen right now really.

Dear cuzzie, congratulations on your wedding wish you half of the beautiful things in the world, the heart that finally beats as a rythm. The another half, I'll leave for me. LOL

xxx.

nosy, shuhh.

2010-12-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Things happen.

Never question if you don't understand.

Don't.

Piss off.

2010-12-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

No London.

Sebab? hmm. panjang cerita malas nak cakap.

Bas bodo. bangang.

*!!3$%^&#$$%%&*()$##$%^

We could just wait, we could, for another half an hour, or so but...if it's meant to be not for us then it just never will. One hour and half (I think twas 2 hours) waiting with temperature -19. Last time I checked, my kitchen fridge was -11. Heh?

Had a terrible frostbite that I hardly could walk and twas fucking painful. I don't have the word to describe the painful-o-meter it was. Just fucking throbbing. and I'm not in a good mood for some silly-I-think-you-might-wanna-laugh-at jokes. Piss off. Talk to the hand.

I don't mad at people. I don't. But I just wrathful at something. Something that I can't figure it out what exactly is but I know it's not the girls. No, not them. My toes are still hurting you see so yeah perhaps the pain will subside when it's gone, no?

Lets hope so.

Throw me your moron jokes again and you shall get whacks for free. Mind you.

Snow ball fighttt! :D

2010-12-19T01:13:00.007+08:00

Had a pretty productive Sat I'd say; woke up at 10am, did laundry for the week, cleaning up room, went for assignment discussion in Warwick Art Centre, library dating & the best part - snow fight with coursemates and guys.

Room fulls with snow flakes and pants got wet. Twas fun though! haha. Thanks guys lets hope for another snow ball fight after we're back from London, Ireland and Scotland.

Have funnnn! :))

Off to Tocil.

Winter break 1st week.

2010-12-18T05:01:00.015+08:00

Glad that he comes back, the snow. It's been a fortnight since he left and pouring gets heavier than ever, with freezing temperature of course. Loathe the rain though everything just gets wettier and gloomy you should see Rootes and uni campus at night. Dead. I'd think twice before end up cooking in kitchen after midnight even if am effing hungry. I just don't dare. Empty hostels (or in this case uni hall) and ghost stories are forever inseparable, no? :O

Wareham was fun. I mean adventurous. For a moment I thought I was there for a hiking trip rather than staying with a foster British family cause twas just Josephine, Dilly and me. Dilly's a dog mind you LOL so technically it was just the two of us. Not much like a family but had good companion of Pam and Marion, Jo's neighbours who too are doing HOST program.

The tricky part was changing trains, I often have this pathological fear of missing trains you see, bet all of us do, or perhaps the nervous feeling on being on your own in new places. What more if you're dealing with British public transport, scary innit? Like what if I end up in the wrong train and get lost or missed my stop and don't know where the heck I am now? Really twas a definite nightmare but hey, get your arse a train ride to some places you don't know, travel all on your own, get stuck in between and you'll come back just alrightt trust me! After all it's the experience that matters most! I survived travelling to and fro and guess I'll fret no more :)

And yeah dealing with dogs? Well that's a different story. Never expect I'd handle dog upon my Host visit last weekend really. Read me, NEVER. Cause Jo said she doesn't have any but cats so I was okayy should be cool with just cats. The day I arrived at Swanage and saw Dilly ran towards me for a pat on her head I was totally freaked out. You should see my face haha! Marion was there too so she thought am scared of dogs that she suggested Jo to bring along Dilly for our beach and hiking explorations on the day after. You know like giving myself some get-to-know-your-bestfriend-time kinda type. Brilliant ain't she? :l So that was how I had my first doggie friend, bloody Dilly. LOL. Ayee good girl she is, though at times sorta annoying. You see we can't handle dogs when they're wet so this Dilly she just loves water and often got wet when we were in Studland beach swimming and she would want me to pat her still so yeah, there went my curses for I had to keep a distance from her while she kept approaching =.="

She looks like a boyfriend, doesn't she?

Jo's really into nature and against the idea of animal abusing. She runs her own Save Cats Welfare Home and does lotsa voluntering stuffs, like selling Christmas cards and fruits jams for stray cat funds. Sometimes she even makes flap jacks and shortbreads to be sold and the money gained are used for helping abused cats to get their new families. Amazing innit? :)

I posted my first dinner picture via Andriod on FB and when I got back in Coventry everybody kept asking had I been eating only veges while I was there. haha. Well yeah Jo's more into healthy eating habit, no sugar in drinks but milk; veges are our main course but she does turkey and salmon still. Surprise surprise am turning into another Jo when am back in here for I start taking brussel sprouts, boiled potatoes & carrots and I'll heat up my plates before dining time LOL. See how influential a foster mom could be? tehee.

Four hours by trains from Coventry, I'd suggest Swanage & Wareham for those who fancy hiking and nature walking if impressive scenery is what you treasure most :) No kidding it's worth travelling and surely you'll have an awesome trip seeing the breathtaking countryside view and crystal blue sea like these:

Cliff jumping gonna be tremendously awesome wohoo! :DD

and oh, don't do this to old people please LOL

Josephine, Dilly & I at Studland beach.

Jo taught me Mom's best turkey recipe and today I wanted to experiment it out so I bought a whole chicken from tesco. Thanks for the fabulous glueless briyani, mash potato with gravey and stir fry vege I had a splendid Christmassy-Eid like dinner tonight muehee. Heaven!

Breasts down and you'll get the best moist roasted turkey! :DD

Briyani tanpa gam (Erna), mash potato with gravey (Azil) and stir fry vege (Wawa)

Sleepover at Tocil tomorrow and shall off to London till Tuesday :)

A week of winter break just burnt doing no assignments tsk tssk.

Later lovelies, good day! ;DD

If Santa does exist will he grant me my only wish?

2010-12-08T00:48:00.003+08:00

Semua benda buat mau nangis. On lappy, selak langsir, minum coffee. Makan nasi lagi la. Teringat rumah. *sigh*

Throwing a long look outside the window.

Santa you must be pissed I haven't behave well this year but grant me one wish and I'll be forever nice - I want to wake up knowing that I have my family next to the Rootes construction area so bad.

Would you? :l

I'll be off to Wareham to spend a weekend with a British family.

Hopefully could get something I've been longing for - the feeling of being close to the beloved ones. :')

xxx

Can't wait for term 1 to end :)

2010-12-06T20:59:00.001+08:00

Another 4 days and everyone would be euphoric ;DD

HEYHOO WINTER BREAK!

xxx

Variasi makanan pengubat duka lara ;DD

2010-12-03T06:27:00.014+08:00

Kalau kat Malaysia, almost every week mesti kena dapat fast food, tak kesah la McD ke Kenny ke KFC ke - boleh kata kemestian bila keluar town. Kat sini kurang dah sikit, baru 3 4 kali beli Chicken Cottage or Subway, order GoGo masih belom lagi, asek makan yang orang punya je heheh. Kalo ke McD pon sekadar nak minum coke, nak merasa double cheese burger memang jauh sekali sebab tak halal. Fillet-o-fish? Maaf itu saya paling anti. muehee.

Makan kat sini beza sikit - dari segi kuantiti dan waktu makan LOL. Kalau ade jumpe orang Malaysia makan makin sikit masa dok UK memang aku tabik spring la, sebab itula majority semua takkan buat. Almost. Ko diet la macam mana pun, memang nafsu makan akan jadi kuasa tiga atau empat bagi yang pregnant. Kalau winter ko darab 100. Unless kalau rajin nak puasa the whole month, well itu lain kes tahun depan kita bincang.

Bila sejuk perut cepat lapar. Itu fakta. (Ye eh?) Bagi aku la. haha. Even kalau di Malaysia pun sama je, musim hujan dok terperap dalam rumah golek-golek depan tv pon akan cepat lapar, apatah lagi sini. Usually bangun pagi memang takkan sempat nak masak before gi lecture or seminar (sebab aku bangon lambat je slalu) so kalau lapar tahap nak lahap orang tu before turun hall akan ke dapur curik roti 2 3 keping makan sambil berjalan ke kelas. Kalau kelas direct dari 9am sampai 1pm, jangan berlagak tanak makan brekfest, nati kebulor jam 12 lecturer pot pet kat depan pon ko akan nampak macam burger ayam Ramli double special. Sumpah =.=" Aku penah nampak Peter jadi kentang goreng masa week 7 hari tu.

Aku tak rajin memasak. Kalau terajin nak masak memang akan masak banyak terus untuk stok 1 hari or 2 3 hari. heheh. Contoh macam nak buat ayam masak merah, kalau setakat nak masuk 2 ketol ayam baik tak payah pegi tido mimpi Gerard Way lagi cool lah. Paling-paling pun aku taruk 4 -6 ketol ayam, see betapa pemalas anak Abdullah ni hah T_T. Dan aku definisikan beberapa makanan ikot waktu, bukan main lahap je kalau lapoo. Macam ni:

Brekfest:

Whole grain bread + butter / nutella + orange juice / semi skimmed milk. If ada nampak aku makan nasi pagi - pagi buta tu maknanya aku tak jumpa nasi 3 hari or aku tengah stress deal dengan masalah negara.

Lunch:

Usually jam 4 ke atas baru makan nasi or makanan berat. Inilah waktu kitchen kosong sebab mostly flatmates akan ade lecture petang. So time ni kalau nak tido meniarap atas meja potong bawang sambil tunggu nasi masak pun takpee takde orang nak larangg :)) Makan lunch musim ni macam makan dinner kat Malaysia sebab cuaca memang dah nak malam.

Tea:

Tea sini bukan minum petang laah. Gile hape dah makan nasi 1 periuk jam 4 nak baham tea party lagi. Tambadau. Tea means dinner, orang sini tak panggil dinner untuk makan malam, biasanya kalau tak Tea akan panggil Supper - either or. Lain dari Malaysia kan? Mula-mula masa tak tau tea tu dinner aku heran apsal la dorang ni tanya aku nak masak apa untuk tea padahal jam dah pukol 8. Only then Charlotte kestau apa tu tea bagi dorang ;DD and oh waktu makan malam aku kat sini bermula dari jam 8 dan keatas.

Snack:

Ni section khas untuk part - part kecik comel molek macam kek coklat, cereal bars, crips, pisang, Mars etc. Waktu snack available 24/7 hehehehe

Nasi goreng:

Hanya akan buat bila bosan banyak waktu senggang sebab bagi aku nak buat nasi goreng ni amatla leceh. Sape-sape nak perencah nasi goreng meh la hambek kat kitchen yee free je aku angkot 2 3 kotak dari Malaysia.

Pasta, spagethi or yang sewaktu dengannya:

Akan ada tahap aku tak boleh tengok nasi, kalo tengok jugak naik sawan muntah -muntah muka jadi biru ketu so ini la makanan yang akan aku lahap. Spare je 1 botol sos Prego & pasta bila lapar bole terus makan! yeah yeahh!

Air masak:

Haaa ni antara paling rare aku minum. Macam jumpe dinosour dalam zoo. Setegok sehari pon payah nak jumpe. Selalunye minom nescafe (minuman ruji) or juices or milk. Beli 1 botol boleh tahan 3 tahun, savvy kann? muahaa.

Nescafe mild 3in1:

ALL TIMERS FAVE MEH MEHHH! Benda wajib kena ada dalam sehari or else nanti jalan lintang pukang langgar tiang masuk longkang ;DD Tapi kat UK takde nescafe sesedap di Malaysia sob sobss so pandai - pandai la kena jimat bila nak minum. TAK BOLEH MEMBAZIR!! HARAM.

Oldtown Ipoh white coffee:

Kalo diberi jubli emas permata pon memang aku takkan gadai 1 sachet oldtown, sebab memang terlalu bermaknaaaa! *mata berair* Bawak 2 paket dari Malaysia, 1 kasi Seongsook satu lagi buat hak. Until now ada 2 sachet lagi tinggal. Aku hanya minum oldtown bila mana aku rasa ada masa untuk menikmati coffee panas sambil online or leisure reading. Kalau buat rush-rush nak tegok before lari ke lecture room baik tak payah, oldtown terlalu berharga untuk dibazirkann :) Sama berharga macam Thad hensem kacak

bergayaa hehehehehe *grinn*

Buah-buahan:

The good thing bila kat sini ialah sayur-sayuran & buah - buahan tersangat laah murah. Murah kat sini macam ko beli stokin kaler pink oren hijau kat Giant tak sampai 1 ringgit. 1 pound tu da bole dapat 10 bijik plums or 1 bakul apple, or 1 bakul anggur. Sukaa weh! Nak dasyat lagi sila la serang Coventry Market yang masyuk wooh woohh :)) Pisang kat sini jugak terbaek sebab besau gilaa & sangat juicy! Antara yang menjadi kemestian ialah pisang & plum. Terbalik pulak dari mat saleh sini sebab dorang sangat suka limau mandarin. Bukak fridge penuh je limau lam plastik. Kat Malaysia dah puas dah makan limau beli kotak-kotak esp bila Raye Cine Mydin Giant banyak lelong hihi XD (Untung jadik anak Malaysia kan? ;p)

Mak kat sini saye dilabel ade jari hijau sebab selalu masak guna bawang, goreng ayam, ma

sak nasi, potong sayur. Kalo kat rumah, macam tunggu lembu patah tanduk baru bole dapat pujian terer masak heheh. Mat minah salleh sini cara pemakanan dorang sangat lah plain, masuk microwave, set timer 15mins, bawak keluar, tuang mayonaise, buat tea then siap. Semua ready made punya makanan macam pizza, instant soup, wedges & pasta. Kalau masak lauk pon jarang sekali. Itu sebab la Asians (Malaysians jeee LOL) selalu dapat label 'green fingers', walau skill ko hanya setakat cincang bawang goreng teloo haha. Nak jadi chef tak bertauliah meh datang sini mehhh :))

Oh ya saya mencarut panjang berjela pasal makanan ni sebabnya saya baru makan sangat kenyang minum oldtown esok takde Sociolinguistics bole bangun lewat rasa gembira macam nak nak golek masuk bawah tilam tadi makan ikan pertama lepas 9 minggu kat sini. Sebelom ni tak terasa nak makan ikan tapi start minggu lepas asyik teringat ikan pari bakar cicah air asam (masyaAllah sedap yeeeeeeeeeeee nak balik mesia la macam ni hmmph) lepas tu siap mimpi-mimpi lagi jadi hari ni beli lah jugak 2 ketol salmon :))) Tak boleh makan selalu sebab ikan sini mahai nak mampos ayam udang kerang seafood lain murah plak. Hish. Ikan bilis? Hah, korek

tanah la cari kalo mau sini susah ooh nak jumpe.

Dulu masa 1st week sampai kan hidop gundah gulana bermuram durja gila bila pikir macam mana nak survive sorang-sorang kat International House ni. Sekarang dah tak lagi sebab flatmates memang superb baek baek belaka takde nye nak buat party liar kerja tak senonoh setakat ni. Kalau ade pon tu budak floor bawah, rata-rata kurang tamadun otak 3 suku sikit =.="

Dan bila dok sorang jugak masa untuk jadi diri sendiri jugak bertambah; masa untuk belajar memasak, masa untuk buat kerja tak berfaedah, masa untuk jadi pemalas, masa untuk bungkus badan dalam duvet sangat laah berganda. haha. Kalau kat Ipoh ada Una malu wooh nak tido lame-lame dia kuat study saya rasa rendah diri LOL. Tapi downsides nya ialah bila duduk

sorang ko akan mudah hanyut dengan godaan syaitoonn nir rojimm untuk jadi lagha & alpa tido banyak, makan banyak, korek hidong banyak, sepahkan bilik, malas basuh pinggan dan paling extreme - malas studyyyyyyyyyy... Bila keadaan sebegitu menimpa saya selalu mainkan lagu Can we pretend that airplanes in night sky are light shooting stars dan berhajat alangkah bagusnya kalau ada room mate seperti zaman foundation di Ipoh 2 tahun dahulu sambil mata memandang keluar tingkap :l

Seterusnya, saya nak buat pameran masakan yang pernah dimasak atau dimakan setakat ini. Harap maaf jika unsur takbur diri agak ketara saya tidak bermaksud untuk menunjuk hanya memberitahu kawan-kawan sahajaa. hahaha *gelak guling-guling takde pekdah ko nakiahh. hish* Maaf, ini semua bukan lah hasil masakan saya saja, tapi bersama kawan-kawan terchenta eceyy :))

Ini rolls breakfast pertama semasa sampai sini :D

First attempt mau masak hari kedua tiba di UK; beras takde lagi so rembat nasi hempit XD

Rice cooker bau kedai lagi LOLL

Dinner with flatmates, nasi goreng tu sure la masakan kite :)

Fast food pertama - Chikot /Chicken Cottage tapi KFC Malaysia lagi hebatt.

Prawn rolls speciality si Chibby ;PP

Sebab raya haji takde lembu nak korban so kami buat almond london ;")

Di kala otak tepu tapi perot lapo...

Lunch paling heaven bersama taulan - Tomyam super pedas, mussels masak lemak cili api, stir fry vege ;DD

Treat untuk diri setelah berjaya siapkan SLA assignment :)

Yehaa inilah Salmon with lemon oyster sauce and garlic pertama saya baham kat sini. Sambil makan sambil nak menangis sebab teringat betapa sedapnya ikan pari bakar cicah air asam tsk tssk.

Okay now dah 12.50am mari la kita start membaca theroies SLA & Culture and Citizenship masa untuk berhibur sudah tamat.

Jumpa nanti!

tata-for-now a.k.a ttfn!