..fading fairytale..

final-l-y.
he is going. SOON.
and going to leave me. so SOON.

which I was happy for.
but now,
I know I couldn't take it on the first place.
smiles, joyful tears upon hearing your happy voice;
I'm sorry I faking it.
guess you knew it's a hard punch on me.


5 years; isn't a sheer boundary to get rid of.
yesterday was so alive.
but so SOON, the fairytale is gonna fading away...

absence makes heart grows fonder;
but
I wonder...