ini bukan obsesi.

It's been awhile since i have this kind of feeling. Realizing the changes in me, i keep on questioning why on earth there's no REAL gym being built here; in this campus. *sigh
Because...

Spotted recently;

• I'm getting porky. what a fatass!! warghhh! Blame on me. Starchy food & chocs taste hell as if they were made of sunshine. Stupendous, damn irresistable i tellya. i'm a food maniac. Friends tell me repeatedly that i'm slim enough, well it was, until this morning. I was standing in front of mirror, just afta went for a late shower & instead of seeing my jutting-outs flabby stomach, i saw fat arms; as if they were triple-zoomed. OMG.OMG.OMG. really it can't stop freaking me out.
  

• I'm getting lazier, too. And the worst part of it, my tendency towards sleep seems to be out of controlled. Only God knows how hell i spent my several past days hibernating like a polar bear. Ask una, she won't hesitate to answer ;p Perhaps life in this college itself has made me to turn out to be like this. I tend to stay indoor at all the time, exercise less (i mean least) & do nothing when bored but to eat, gossip & sleep. menarik bukan? heh. It's like if i eat something, it's comforting & gives my brain something else to think about. ohoo. sungguh stupid pemikiran ini :s

Cutting out meals or food intake isn't a wise idea tho. well, maybe :p But i'll try my best to drag my ass for at least a jog per week or do some walking or any recreational activities during evening. Azil u gotta drag me to field. Kick me, punch me or do whatever u like; as long as i don't sleep exessively.


*sigh lagi.


Life itself is fattening; sometimes. Kan?